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Hey everyone,

Just a quick update on how things are going with the game:

Like many games tagged with "nsfw", "erotic", It’s currently shadow‑banned on itch.io—so it won’t show up in searches or tag listings anymore, but you can still get to it using old/direct links. I’m not removing it and will continue with updates as planned.

I’ve finished coding a solid chunk of Chapter  2. What little bugs there are I've taken care of,, except for the resume button quirk w...

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Make Me Juno - Cam

(Another little Tumblr backup. I will be adding these to a list for easier access.)
It never fails - even on stage, with the lights beaming down on him and sweat causing his hair to cling to his face, Cam still makes you feel like the only person in the room.

In a new bar, that will eventually become familiar, where the two of you will soon be regulars, he sings his heart out, his attention never straying.

Other patrons cheer him on, some heckling when his voice gets off—key....

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What If - G

"Hey boss. Listen, I know you've been sitting here all damn day. But you really, really want to come see this."

More like all night and day – not that G bothers to correct them. No one needs to know they’ve been toiling away the hours, trying to ignore what today is. Not that the ache in their chest lets them forget.

Maybe that’s for the better. Means they aren’t devoid of emotion, unlike some people they much prefer not to think about.

"Boss!" Ara yells again, loude...

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Cam's Journal # 1

Cam doesn't keep a journal in the traditional sense. Instead, he lets his thoughts spill out in a raw, unfiltered stream. Some entries remain unfinished, only to be revisited later. This piece began the night of MC's engagement, a chaotic outpouring of emotion. He returned to it after Chris and Jade's betrayal. What follows is a glimpse into his mind during those moments.

The evening was a blu...

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What If ~ Kara

"They’ll love it."

Kara balances her phone between her cheek and shoulder, taking a bite of leftover pizza. The taste is familiar, but her mind drifts to memories of you—how you used to steal bites from her plate without asking, your laughter filling the space as if it belonged there.

“Kara?”

Chris’s voice pulls her back. Away from you. Back to where it should be.

"I’m here, sorry.” She rubs the back of her neck, the ball of tension there never fully fadi...

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Devlog July (with ch2. sneak peek)

When I say the writing retreat I did in June was a whirlwind, I mean it. I’ve ended up with so many little pockets of lore and side stories for our Ro’s (or as I prefer to call it—backstory). I managed to get over a small hurdle in Chapter 2. Not sure how much I wrote total in June, but it’s easily over 10k words.

The demo update (pre-Chapter 2) was meant to be out by now, but I hit a coding snag. The resume button continues to be the bane of my existence. Technically i...

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What if ~ Cam

I'm bringing the wedding series from Tumblr over here. First up is Cam's and the others will follow.

He's still in the dressing room; his tie was torn... something he did himself. It might have been done in hopes of postponing the wedding if it had mattered at all.

He doesn’t register the footsteps pounding toward the door until it’s flung open, slammed shut, and locked. His head’s been in a fog all day, everything bleeding together. He barely has time to process before he ...

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What's In My Bag: Gage/Garnet Edition


Second up is (our tsundere) G.

  • ID Card -
    Neatly clipped onto their bag, never lost. It’s not flashy — just a simple black holder.

    The photo shows a stone-cold expression, no sign of the excitement that surged underneath.
    But for G, it’s proof of one of the first choices they ever made for themselves.

    They still remember the day they got it....

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What's In My Bag: Cam Edition


You can tell a lot about someone by what's in their bag. Our Ro’s are no different.


(It took me a bit to find all the pieces and edit them into the photo and gif, but I think it does a pretty good job of showing what you’d find if your MC had the misfortune of going through their bags.)

First up is Cam's-

  • Camera -
    It says a lot about him that ...

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✨🍞Chapter 2 Sneak Peek 🍞✨

I’ve been toiling away in the writing cave! I had to step away from one branching scene to focus on another—gotta avoid burnout. (Tell me how one transition scene goes from 400–500 words to 1,300 🤔)

This chapter is where the poly choices start showing up, which means scene variations have officially run amok! (Sorry. I rewatched Hocus Pocus recently~) What would normally be one scene with, say, four choices has ballooned into two or three versions. A dedicated spreadsheet just ...

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June - Author Update - Devlog

Hey, hey! Hope you’re all hanging in there.

I attended a writing summit last week! It was a lot. There were some interesting topics discussed. From hard vs. soft-plotting to imposter syndrome. I'll be attending a writing retreat this month (the same one I attended last year). I'm pretty excited about it because it will just be me and Chapter 2 for two weeks. No distractions!

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🍾One Drunken Night Chris🍾

I wrote this with a very messy, hurt MC in mind—someone who sees Chris as a rebound. They're not ready to face their pain, so they try to numb it instead. The people they’d usually lean on aren’t there… so they end up turning to the one person who is. (Still shocked Chris won.)

Word Count: 2540

Why did I come here?

The answer is right in front of y...

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🌸 🐝 May Fluff (studio-suite)🐝🌸

Another fluff post has come and gone. G is our winner for the Spicy post of the month. That will be up soon~

Word Count: 2,197

Hoping to muffle the buzzing of your phone on the nightstand, you yank the comforter over your head. It works—kind of—but not enough to let you drift back to sle...

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🌸 🐝 May Spice Poll 🐝🌸

Who says you can’t mix a little dessert with the main course right on a picnic blanket?

(Multiple choices are allowed. Cam has been excluded since he won the fluff poll which is done and will be up for Penthouse tier then Studio Suite. Chris is in the lead for the One Drunken Night poll, so if you haven't voted there are still 2 days left. The May fluff post will be up in a few days for penthouse then studio-suite.)

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One drunken night Poll

Continuing the series, whose scenario would you like to see next?

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Apple IOS Prices

Just a heads up—starting back in November, Apple began charging a 30% App Store fee for new Patreon subscriptions made through the iOS app. So if you’re thinking about signing up for the first time, or re-subscribing after a break, I highly recommend doing it through a mobile browser or desktop instead.

Thanks so much for your support!

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🌸 🐝 May Fluff Poll 🐝🌸

Spring has finally sprung, and the ROs have a sweet little date planned with the MC. There might be a cozy picnic blanket, a few sneezes from seasonal allergies, and depending on who’s cooking a culinary disaster or two. (I’ll be doing a fluffy dates and one with a little more... heat. Multiple choices is allowed~.)

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Ch. 2 Sneak Peek

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🌷😊

Someone brought the recent Tumblr situation to my attention. It’s still up in the air whether the site’s actually going down, but just in case, I did what a lot of other moots have done and made a backup on Bluesky. Wish me luck backing everything up — there’s so much content. (Over 1k posts… 😮‍💨 send help.) You can find the bksy link over here.

I’ll be moving over some of the posts I’ve be...

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Ro's Search History Exposed Part 2

It’s only fair the other ROs have their search histories exposed too. Granted, these aren’t their Incognito Mode searches— for good reason. We’re saving those for when they refuse to cooperate well in a scene.

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Ro's Search History Exposed Part 1

They say you can tell a lot about someone from their search history — what they do when no one’s watching, what’s stressing them out, what they secretly dream about. Here’s a peek into what’s been living rent-free in the ROs’ browser tabs.

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Cam x MC x Ardent

I wanted to have some fun with this trio since Chapter 2 introduces the tension between Cam and Ardent—a rivalry that’s been brewing behind the scenes since Chapter 1. There's also a jealousy variable that kicks in this chapter, which means the dynamic can only get messier from here.

Word Count: 3924

When Cam asked you and Ardent to model for him, you’d hoped they’d call a tru...

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Which Chapter 2 sneak peek do you want to see?

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💮April Devlog 💮

Well, another month has come and gone. They say April comes in like a lion, and out like a lamb. Considering the next city over had a tornado over the weekend, I’d say I believe it.

I’m currently on the road, headed out-of-state for an upcoming doctor’s appointment on Friday. An eight-hour round trip, and I’m spending it binge-watching the recent Nintendo Direct, reading, and writing this up. I’m also noting down some lore bits, so if there are any grammatical errors, my bad~<...

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💝🌹Valentine's Snippets (Kara) 🌹💝

 Word Count: 4990


I've worked on Kara/Ardent's simultaneously and finished hers first. So, another Clarke v-day snippet. This ended up being a little bit long, a little bit angsty. I've been writing G's first kiss it's almost complete, I reworked a few things I wasn't satisfied with. I'm writing up a part of Chater 2./3 and realized I need to write Cam's for... reasons. (Spoiler) (angst carried over a tad.) (I might publish an Ardent x MC x Cam snippet before then.)

(Just...

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Chapter 2 Sneak Peek

I tend to code in scenes once I’m done with the a round of edits. I always require a downtime between reading over a scene. It's nice to have a fresh perspective, and easier to see what is/isn't working. Once I think it’s good to go, it gets put in. I’ve learned the hard way not to delete it and have to retype it (again). That said, there have been times when I go back and edit it... and edit it... and edit it again. But I digress, I’m not editing this one again... (she says, after s...

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🎸 🎂 Hobbies 📷 📖

One positive aspect of MC's current relationship status and new room is the freedom to decorate how they want since they didn't have the pleasure of doing so when they were with Chris. That includes having a designated space for a hobby or two. Players can not only choose MC's hobby, but why MC didn't engage in it as much previously.

  • No Time: MC was too busy previ...

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🌼Devlog🌼

This is such a long devlog (my bad.)

Despite the lingering snow and winter's bite, you can feel spring is just around the corner. I prefer winter, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t looking forward to warmer weather and spring break.

Especially after the past week. If you follow me on Tumblr - you know I just announced I'm taking a few weeks off due to a family emergency. I just want to thank everyone for their patience, life has just been an absolute s̸̳̔ĥ̷ͅí̶͉t...

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🌼March 🌼

There are a few of last month's posts that will be trickling into this one. (like the cam x ardent poly. ) February was far too short. (Ardents Nsfw is finished and will be posting soon... almost 4k)

I have two Sneak peeks at Chapter 2, for the month. I also want to start writing Ardent's off-page scene after the whole cake debacle. (Especially since one of the characters may appear in Chapte...

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Ro extra's poll.

We've already had Cam's scene (at Em's) and M's (writers block) now it's time for the other Ro's.

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