Sheās tender with me,
Soft-talking gentle with me.
Sheās all kinds of hard but she softens for me.
Counting down days ātill her hands are on me,
Daydreaming in bed like itās all meant-to-be.
2020-11-13 03:39:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Today Iām grateful for this space to write about the good the bad and the ugly. Iām also grateful for the space to spend time with powerful women, even in these hard times. Socially distant visits saved me today!
I had a porch-pow-wow with my boss, one of the most inspiring and bright women I know. We sat in the sunshine and I soaked up her wisdom and grace. I left feeling invigorated and full of new directions to explore.
Then I was invited to join a sacred back-patio vent ...
2020-11-12 03:03:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I was feeling good before therapy. I was early so I went to the bakery, bought a cinnamon roll for me and gingerbread cookies for the kids. Wandered by a flower shop and was taken by the miniature orchids. I love orchids and their delicate little clits, but I always kill them. I fuss over them too much and they get overwatered or not enough humidity or they can feel that Iām apprehensive so they die to mock me.
But Iāve been growing. And doing much better with succulents and plants...
2020-11-11 15:49:36 +0000 UTC View Post
I came across some cute instax from the November 2017 Sapphic Slumber Party and I thought you want to see them.
The first one is a POV Ms.O took of her tugging down my Wonder Woman panties...
Morgan and Elly during the rope workshop, silk robes and smiles.
Me late at night in T...
2020-11-10 23:38:19 +0000 UTC View Post
I was supposed to relax and take today off but thatās so hard to do lately. All I see is jobs that need doing and this irritable anxiety propels me to pick things up and try to feel like Iām in motion.
A psychic told me I should meditate. Guyās been telling me that for years too. Instead I tried to write to tell you all about my incredible date last week, and all the highs and lows. My phone glitched and the app crashed and I lost it all after 45 minutes of bleeding my heart out....
2020-11-09 19:31:23 +0000 UTC View Post
These photos were finally caught by the tumblr-censors and removed. I wanted to post them here for posterity because I love them so much. I can feel our quiet adoration in this moment, and the way Kittenās hands find Joieās makes me feel at peace.
Summer, 2017 - Kitten, Joie, Ell...
2020-11-09 17:57:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Still here being your emotional support Canadian, even though the air feels a bit lighter this morning.
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2020-11-06 16:50:43 +0000 UTC View Post
A few people have joked about it so I just wanna be clear, I am 100% absolutely your emotional support Canadian. My inbox is open for you and I am here to try and distract you a little. (Photo is me on my magical birthday weekend in 2017.)
Also, the meme is silly because Canada isnāt perfect, we have so much work to do with reconciliation with First Nations people, and environmental protection, and itās so easy for me to feel like we are progressive since I live in a big city. Just ...
2020-11-05 17:28:58 +0000 UTC View Post
... I like to have something in my mouth when I cum. Sucking is pleasurable, soothing, hot. These days when I grab my vibrator, I grab my soother too.
The thing is itās all overwhelming, but the thing is Iām doing my best.
Itās all going nuts on the timeline, anxiety managementās put to the test.
The news and the bad guys are all getting worse, our limits are pushed and weāre pressed.
My ass is a small consolation, I know itās not much, I confess.
But the way this god damned year is going, if Iām naked in bed Iām less stressed.
2020-11-02 23:26:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Throwback to the first time we were ever at the mansion... it was someone elseās costume party and there were too many badly behaved men. But some grand ideas were born right here in this bed... aspirations we made happen (twice a year!) Last night would have been our fall slumber party, the first ever Halloween full moon event. Itās sad that we missed another slumber party due to covid, and we will probably miss a few more before itās through. We are still together in small ways now. W...
2020-11-02 03:59:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Iām submitting a piece to an editor I really admire today for an anthology. Itās 2600 words about Max and this good love during hard times. I didnāt have time this week to start from scratch so I cobbled together some of the mushy notes Iāve written about her here on Patreon posts and built some more lovey words on top of it. The screen shot above is just a little peek.
It gets kinda vulgar after the mushy parts.... and then kinda mushy again. But thatās how it is with her. A...
2020-10-31 17:36:18 +0000 UTC View Post
In these wild fucking times I canāt tell you how much itās meant to me to have this income. Between losing my job to the pandemic and separating from my husband you guys are helping me cope with bottom line every day things. Itās that little reassurance to help cover my bills and reduce the strain. (And this month you helped me buy myself new peachy bedsheets for my birthday.)
Thank you, each and every one of you.
And Happy Full Moon. š
2020-10-31 15:24:01 +0000 UTC
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Everything has a different shape these days but I still think of you.
2020-10-30 03:04:06 +0000 UTC View PostSome of you may remember this post from my early courtship with Max. I was still flustered and hadnāt made a move, and social circumstances kept finding me in the most embarrassing and silly conversations with Max in earshot. Like, āI wish the floor would open up and swallow me wholeā type of conversations.
On one occasion during a coven hang (almost a year and a half ago now) the conversation kept cir...
2020-10-28 14:48:41 +0000 UTC View Post
I am so thankful for my friends. Now more than ever. This year has done a number on so many of us, having a powerful band of babes in my corner has been a lifesaver. These are just a couple shots from our little get together two weekends ago, but they make me feel warm and loved.
I put together a burning bowl so we could do a banishing ritual together, one that focused on friendship during difficult times. I used cedar, snakeskin, pussy willows and roses.
2020-10-26 18:56:51 +0000 UTC
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The world might be on fire and several aspects of my personal life might be in shambles but I spent this weekend having the best sex of my entire life.
2020-10-26 03:59:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Yes, thatās Joie smoking a joint while she enjoys her first flogging in 10 months. š
I love how cool the city light looks outside, and how warm Oās place is on the inside. ā„ļø
2020-10-22 22:51:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Look how cute Eden looks over Ms.Oās knee.
Eden asked for heart-shaped marks on one side and paw print marks on the other.
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What can I say about seeing Ms.O ready for her first flogging in a looooooong time?
What a dream.
2020-10-20 03:49:31 +0000 UTC View Post
āI just want one,ā I asked O sweetly.
But once I had one I wanted more.
Eventually I had to ask, āHow would I have to position myself so you could hit me as hard as you can?ā
I wiggled across her lap and she did it.
And I was satisfied.
(For now.)
(These mirror selfieās were taken in Oās bathroom right after she hit me, the joint was my ...
2020-10-19 02:52:44 +0000 UTC View Post
We had a mini tiny baby coven hang of 6 beautiful babes, just a mental health break for those of us who needed it.
Ms. O supplied the cake, Eden brought sage from her garden, I brought my flogger, Peach brought some vino, Bee brought a birthday present and Joie brought the fixings for baked apple blossoms.
Iāll have some fun new cozy content to share over the next few days. It felt so good to be witchy with my babes and soak up some of their wonder and glory.
Hereās m...
2020-10-18 01:40:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Iāve sent out this months postcard to my Postcard Club buddies, but I have an extra little envelope to send to one lucky Patron.
If youād like a chance to win this monthās postcard comment and tell me about your personal favourite Halloween costume. What was your best costume of all time?!
Mine was possibly the Queen of Hearts costume my Mama made me when I was a little girl. She sewed a hula hoop into the bottom of the skirt so it stuck out like a ball gown! And I had a c...
2020-10-17 04:11:21 +0000 UTC View Post
I canāt tell you how much I miss visiting Guy and Piper, curling up on their couch to catch up on everything weāve missed, eating the most decadent foods, planning out exciting photoshoots, exploring the city. I miss the Botanical Garden and their dog Zelda. Mostly I miss their faces, their laughs, their closeness. I would have seen them 4 times between March and now! Thatās hard to swallow when I miss them so much. We text lots and keep in touch, and Iām lucky to have so many good me...
2020-10-15 12:46:53 +0000 UTC View Post
1. I took this shot for Max and texted it to her with the caption Views from the 6. (This is clever because sheās a Drake fan, this is her favourite view, and more importantly I live in the 6 and she doesnāt.)
2. Itās almost my birthday! Counting down the minutes until I turn 39. Iām alone on the couch with my ankle up cuddling my pooch and drinking Italian soda. Not bad.
3. My ankle is (mercifully) not broken! Just a bad sprain. Thank fuck! Iāve been more mobile today...
2020-10-14 03:56:21 +0000 UTC View Post
All hail Max, who brought me every meal and every cup of tea in bed all weekend. She brought me joints and ice and recharged my cbd vape and rubbed arnica on my ankle and helped with my compression bandage. She brought the dog out to play and dealt with her chaos. (She knew I was missing the fall leaves at the cabin so she carried me outside so I could watch the pup frolic in the orange and red leaves in her big backyard.) We watched scary movies and ate candy and stayed up late. She cuddled ...
2020-10-12 14:26:48 +0000 UTC View Post
This week has kicked my ass. Right at the height of Tuesdayās āIām doing this and it feels so goodā jubilation I was walking the dog with my kiddo and fell, and sprained my ankle so badly I passed out from the pain.
And as I crawled back home and collapsed face down on the grass on my front lawn all I could think was āI canāt do this. I canāt do this alone.ā
And I was right. I canāt. So my kids got me ice and took care of the dog (even when she puked on the car...
2020-10-10 17:21:15 +0000 UTC View Post
āYouāre just as pretty when I pull you apart. When I push away your petals and expose your tender parts. Youāre strong and defiant, a sensitive heart. Youāre a finer mess (your tears in your hair) than you were at the start.
I ache to see the places where youāre connected, to find the loose threads that open the seams. It makes me wet to watch you spill for me. Split open and soft for me. I love to watch you bloom.ā
(I wrote this about Kitten in January of 20...
2020-10-09 00:23:03 +0000 UTC View Post
I canāt explain how good it feels to have space from my husband. I feel like a traitor for saying so, I feel selfish sometimes, or I feel like a failure for not being able to stick it out, but those are all just flashes of panic. What really lives here now is relief, and calm, and peace.
And I deserve that.
Weāve been able to work together this past week, I know his negotiation attempts and intimidation tactics will return again one day, but for now the truce is a blessing. ...
2020-10-06 20:18:21 +0000 UTC View Post
