Hello my dear Patrons ans sorry for the delay.
Last week I told you I was going to a French city called Nantes because I was invited as a guest to a convention.
On the train :
Obviously everyone knew about my condition so they were really accommodating. I hadn't any obligation and could attend the con only on the afternoon so I could manage to stay a few hours with my co...
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My chest and throat are burning like hell but I decided to make this little guy to try think about something else than the pain.
Sorry for the blurry recording around 2min and the cat butt a moment later XD.
I also noticed a part of the video was missing.
I first did the ears pink and then noted the mistake : Nega's ears are blue so I redid them but it seems I forgot to record that part.
I believe Nega looks better than Posi. It was the second time I was making the...
Hello my dear patrons !
Hello to the newcomers too and thank you for joining this place.
I don't know if I already told you before, but next week end I'm invited as a guest to a French convention called Wazabi. I still don't know if I'll be able to go. I'll decide the night before like I've been forced to do for the past 2 years now.
It's not really far from my home ( about one hour and a half) but that breathing problem has taken a new whole dimension. That is really...
Before everybody else can see it:
Here is a first HD shot of Lunch ^^. I lent my camera with the right settings to Lily on The moon and she took the pic . I took hers as Ariel as well . If you don't know her already, here is your chance. :)
instagram.com/lily_on_the_moon
I'll make a full post later to explain better but it's the place I was telling you about last week. I went see my friends.
Health still being an issue but let's not talk about it this time. It was sunny and warm for this time of the year and friends were super nice!. I'm happy !
I hope you are doing well on the other side of the computer.
Take care. More ...
Obviously this shot was just for the fun. But what bothers me is that due to my flash dying when I started shooting with this dress , almost all the photos I have from my camera are bad ( bad lighting and blurry) I also was very tired and painful at the time I put that dress on and didn't took as many dedication to shoot as I did with the regular rapunzel outfit.
So I end up having better phone shots of this dress than with my reflex ( Shame on you canon XD). But I believe mo...
2018-09-26 18:21:49 +0000 UTC View Post
How I install my backgrounds in my living room .
This one took me 3 tries because I was too exhausted and in pain to do it all in once.
First the metal stands, then the background itself and then installing the fake garden.
It was a lot quicker to take down everything XD.
I wish I had an extra room to set my cosplay/drawing atelier but well sadly I'm stuck in here for I don't know how long ^^.
because I'm having insomnia for the third night in a row and anxiety hit hard tonight:
This photoshoot is dedicated to one of my Patrons who will probably recognize one of his little friend taking the pose :)
(Yes it's you David.^^)
Not so long ago, Shudan pictures released the pictures taken during Japan expo. As you can remember , I was able to go on the Saturday and Sunday back in july and it was the first time in two years I could go in a place with so many people and with a "costume".
It is not really a costume but whatever ...it's after all, a synonyme of a victory over the chronic illness !
And remember ! There I found 2 girls I knew cosplayed as Arale as well . So we had to take a few shots t...
And well, this was to be expected >< ( my mouth temperature after I did the pictures TT, heart rate was 156 bmp just standing up, blood 9.6 /6 . ) ....But guess what? i'm still alive, yeay for daily crappy health! Pictures to come soon .
Oh and my flash light died after just a few shots ><. Won't ever buy cheap Chinese quality stuff ever.
Oh, and I have been having ...
Hello my dear Patrons.
Sorry for my silence. I hope you are doing fine.
The past 2 weeks have been pretty though once again. It seems like I caught a virus that made me sick and apparently reactivated the Epstein barr virus allong the way ( Have been struggling with swallowing and swollen lymph nods in the neck for weeks now)and when I took my homeopathic treatment for it I went trough painfull herxheimer reactions and I had to stop the treatment....
2018-09-18 10:20:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Well today is not going any better. Exhaustion is quite mild though. It permits me to work a little bit despite everything.
Let's hope next week will be better. If I'm okay, I'll need to find a day between all my doctors appointments to do the photo shoot I had previously planed .
so yesterday I almost finished the first plushie I was working on for my Creamy mami cosplay:
2018-09-06 12:10:21 +0000 UTC
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Hello my dear Patrons.
A couple days ago I was telling you I wanted to make a photoshoot during the upcoming week.
Unfortunatley it is not going the way I was thinking. After I was exposed to the sun during all Sunday, I experienced a crash and a resurgence of my symptoms, especially the "exhaustion of death" and pain in muscles.
With it, something that was bothering me times to times but that my body kept under surveillance , wo...
2018-09-05 11:23:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello my dear patrons !
I'm sorry I didn't post much lately.
When it's not pain in my body it's something else. So 2 days ago I suddenly got something weird going on with my right eye and my vision. all of a sudden after reading, I couldn't see well at all and had something like a grey veil on my vision and the sensation something was stuck on my eye. It lasted two day and the ophthalmologist sent me to the IR in case it could be something neurologic ...
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It looks like me, it sounds like me, but I'm not sure^^,,,,
Hello my dear Patrons!!
How are you doing. I know it's the end of summer and especially the end of the vacations period for those who are working :/ I hope you enjoyed your holydays and the sun !
It's been a few days without any updates because I didn't do much and because PAIN. I don't know if some of you are in the same situation but:
I have been unable to sleep (or at least very very...
2018-08-25 17:46:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello my dear Patrons This post is probably not really interesting for most of you but it's the only thing I managed to do for the past couple days .
I wasn't expecting using fimo clay would be so exhausting. Yeah, I didn't remember that working with fimo clay was like doing push ups . Yeay for Fibromyalgia !><
Before starting, I looked over the internet to find a creamy mami medallion I could buy instead of making it but it happens that...
looking more and more like it should. XD
Don't pay attention to the tan mark on my feet XD ( first time having a tan, couldn't predict the result, never experienced this before XD)
Who knows the character ? (obviously it's not finished and the hair will be blue) it's from a very old anime, I was fond of it when I was 6/7 years old.
I was looking for a confortable costume I could bring to the next convention I'm going, well I guess this is the one.
Hello my dear Patrons. How are you doing?
It's been a while.! Summer is almost over ! Nooooooo/
I will miss the sun so much, it makes me feel better !
After I came back from Romania my friend Clemy visited me and stayed for a few days. I didn't really have time to rest much.
We went to a city not far from my home which is known for its castle (Fougères, oui là ou vivent le joueur du grenier etc)
2018-08-16 19:53:01 +0000 UTC
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with my brother after several unfortunate incidents but nothing beyond repair don't worry .
I'm not posting at the moment because I'm resting and my cosplayer friend Clemy is staying with me for 4-5 days. After that I will start working on my next costumes (and also have a good time of rest)
It's just a small note to reassure you because some of you shared their concern not seeing me posting.
Thank you for being so considerate.❤
Tak...
2018-08-11 13:33:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello everyone !! How are you doing?
This post will talk about a place we went on last Friday because as you can see, today I wasn't in my optimal shape:
(this was my heart rate walking slowly, I'm at 110 minium when sitting down) I feel like I'm imploding . it's been like this since I got up this morning (body's revenge for the swimming pool yesterday ?)
So Friday we went si...
2018-08-07 18:56:42 +0000 UTC View Post
I don't know if you know what it is like to have so much food in front of you, food you like, but food you can't touch, knowing it will make you sick.
If you do. I feel you.
It's so frustrating because for me it concerns almost all food except some vegetables and animal proteins. To explain why it's hard for me , let me tell you that before I was ill, I used to eat of everything and LOTS of everything.
My friends always would off...
2018-08-06 12:13:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello my dear patrons
Well since I'm too exhausted to follow the scheduled planning ( I was supposed to go to a swimming pool in a nice village but because I pushed myself too far yesterday , pain and fatigue are way too strong to go) therefore I have time to finish that post about Ocna's location.
I'm not going to post just pics of me because it would be too easy. Lets make place to a small resume:
This is Ocna , it doesn't loog very good from afar ( neither from ...
2018-08-04 13:38:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Couldn't make it in front of my computer tonight.
I'm in bed with no strengh left to stand up since 6 PM.
I guess I pushed mylsef a little bit too much again. I walked too much around the city. I know I need to be careful but I can't help it. When I feel okay enough I just want to walk and walk without stopping because it's like a drug, and because my inner feeling tells me it's one of the best medication.
Now I feel like I'm dying and besides my gallbladder is one more...
2018-08-03 19:52:05 +0000 UTC View Post
The post about Ocan's baths is processing but I'm so exhausted that I don't know if it will be done tonight. stay turned.
Take care.
2018-08-03 15:51:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello my dear Patrons.
I hope you're doing well and not suffering too much of the heat wave.
Here, after 2 days of intense pain and dizziness, heat and especially the combination with humidity settled down a bit and I could feel better. Meaning pain is still here all the time and so are the vertigos and fatigue but it's manageable when you are used to it ^^
The visit we had planned on Monday was delayed until today ,and yesterday we could visit an old but still runni...
Me since yesterday lunch... I was doing pretty better on Saturday and all of a sudden yesterday I experimented a too well known feeling of fainting....
Maybe the strong humid heat doesn't help.
The weather is still the same since then and today I'm unable to stand on my feet. The pain and dizziness are so strong even lifting my arms to take a picture is difficult. We had to cancel the visiting tour we had scheduled for today... Well it...
2018-07-30 13:08:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello my dear Patrons. Just some pics from my dad's home city. Weather is sunny and hot .
Pain is a bit better today .I got less vertigos and less paresthesias also.
Fatigue still hits strong but recuperation is getting quicker after just a couple hours of resting.
With the years passing I have been appreciating Romania more and more. It wasn't always like that. I didn't like it at all when I was younger but the country di...
2018-07-28 21:50:27 +0000 UTC View Post
And so tired.
But I still could do a small walk around the town.
That guy wasn't even posing for me , he just happened to stand here when I was taking the picture with my phone XD.
The weather over here is a lot more bearable than the French temperatures. Especially the past few days.
2018-07-26 18:43:06 +0000 UTC
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