♫ take me to (space) church ♫
i'm trying really hard not to make an "are those space pants 'cause that dick is out of this world" joke because i'm Tired and Loopy and that's pretty much all i can think of. i'll have more interesting things to say in the design and process commentaries, promise!
anyway, thanks to lostmisfits for suggesting a galaxy-inspired MOTM theme!
// art + character © me.
2021-03-31 20:47:39 +0000 UTC
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lingering in each other‘s arms.
hey, remember the eldritch minotaur MOTM from almost exactly three years ago? i posted the painting on march 23rd, 2018! i want to draw some older monster of the month designs again, and these two just so happened to be my first choice. (which other MOTMs of the past would you like to see more of?)
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2021-03-31 09:03:28 +0000 UTC
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i currently have 1 slot open for an icon/OC portrait commission -- claim it by pledging to the $75 tier before midnight march 31st (PST)! just make sure to read THIS post (aka the rules & guidelines) before you pledge!
important note: the $75 payment must be successfully processed on april 1st before i be...
2021-03-30 23:24:58 +0000 UTC
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hey folks. the last month has been hellish. i was already having pretty bad seasonal affective disorder and then unexpected family drama happened that really did a number on me. there's been days where i barely managed to get out of bed and days where i barely ate. i wish i could say i've started doing better, but tbh i still feel like shit, both physically and mentally. just keeping afloat is pretty rough so i'm trying to be kind to myself where i can.
i've taken a serious look a...
2021-03-30 08:00:18 +0000 UTC
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elves like rahim tend to be rather short and petite, while kha -- on the other hand -- just so happened to grow very tall. he loves teasing rahim for being small, but would have been just as protective no matter rahim's size. the cat imagery comes from the fact that rahim has some sphinx blood, too -- and he absolutely purrs when they cuddle.
// art + kha © me; rahim © kubi.
2021-03-29 05:18:00 +0000 UTC
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this sketchpage accidentally turned into rahim ribbing kha for being a dork, but it's ok because their banter is so precious. it's a mix of design doodles (you know me, i gotta draw the cool outfits and the teef) and little moments, like hair care and kha sipping on blood. he's a vampire and if he gets too hungry he might frenzy and eat people, so rahim always has emergency snack bags of blood at hand.
// art + kha © me; rahim © 2021-03-29 05:13:19 +0000 UTC
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kha was once an orphaned baby vampire who got adopted by qaragan and na'im, and rahim was an elven kid raised by renza (and iskandar) after he was rescued from slavery. since the moment kha and rahim first met as smol beans, they've been best friends. 20 years later they're more than just friends, and th...
2021-03-29 05:07:44 +0000 UTC
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A quick disclaimer: Seir and Murmur is a pair of villains, and their story definitely contains elements of unhealthy obsession, possessiveness, and a twisted kind of love. It's all consensual and they care for each other more than anything, but it's certainly not meant to set a good example of what a relationship should be like. In other words, this pairing is different from the pure-hearted wholesomeness of most of my content. I trust my audience to know that fiction can explore the...
2021-03-29 04:11:37 +0000 UTC
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time for the monthly dose of march & charlie. the first three doodles are unrelated to each other, i just 1) enjoy drawing them being gremlins and 2) i’m practising drawing romantic and/or intimate moments that aren’t necessarily explicit, such as charlie moving in to kiss a cranky march. and then of course there’s charlie styling his hair - imho, manbun march is a Gift upon the world. thank you charlie.
// art + march © me; charlie ©
2021-03-26 20:24:58 +0000 UTC
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sometimes you just want to draw close-ups of blushy, flustered faces. introducing sekani (the pretty elf from most of the panels) and his boyfriend (eventual husband) byeong-ho, whose indefatigable stamina regularly leaves sekani in Ruins (in the best of ways, of course).
// art + sekani © me; byeing-ho © kubi.
2021-03-26 04:49:56 +0000 UTC
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which one of these characters should kubi write about in april? you can vote for up to 3 options!
that's right -- we figured it was time for my partner kubi to make another guest appearance and write a spotlight about one of their OCs! i've already told you about the lovers of each of these characters, but what about their perspective?
(for this ...
2021-03-26 02:25:48 +0000 UTC
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which of these monsters should i draw in april? you can vote for up to 3 options!
thanks to the patrons who suggested these themes: nak (sorrow incarnate); ky (soft prince of dreams); hyenastuff (ferrofluids) & toreadorkable (magnetism); ydra (the smith of wishes and fortune); and ciyu (the alchemist's creation).
please keep suggesting...
2021-03-26 00:19:58 +0000 UTC
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here's the process video for february's MOTM painting, of a flamboyant peacock gryphon. as already mentioned, this piece was a challenge and as promised, here's me whining about it. in fact i'm gonna focus this commentary on how i solved the various problems i encountered along the way.
the first issue was the pose. as usual i make tiny pose doodles in a separate document and transfer my favouri...
2021-02-28 22:59:24 +0000 UTC
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thanks again to ciyu for suggesting a flamboyant monster and to lostmisfits for requesting more gryphons! i combined their suggestions into a fancy peacock gryphon, since peacocks are inherently glamorous and flashy, with their brilliant colours and magnificent display of feathers.
the blue kind -- indian peafowl -- came to mind first, but after doing some reading i learned there's also green peafowl with more emerald feathers. i really liked t...
2021-02-28 22:59:22 +0000 UTC
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he’s waiting for seconds, please and thank you.
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2021-02-28 22:58:07 +0000 UTC
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me: i’m gonna keep this painting elegantly simple and stylish and maybe art nouveau-ish?
also me: BAROQUE LIGHTING THO
thanks to lostmisfits & ciyu for suggesting a flamboyant gryphon monster!
this was SO CHALLENGING and i might whine a lot in the commentary for the process video. but now that it’s done i feel very accomplished, so it was worth the blood, sweat, tears, and time!
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2021-02-28 22:57:19 +0000 UTC
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Saying that Nuha had a rough start in life would be an understatement. Her parents belonged to a people of bird shifters known as thajir, one of them a nightingale and the other a sparrow. They were desperately poor and alone in the world, barely scraping by in the slums of the capital. After their daughter hatched from a pale egg they did their best to provide for her, but the odds were cruelly stacked against them.
Nuha was born with albinism and an innate talent for light magic, both...
2021-02-28 22:54:06 +0000 UTC
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here is the february wallpaper, featuring one of my recent attempts at trying to defeat the winter blues by drawing warm and sunny pictures. access it by downloading the attached file.
// art + iskandar © me; renza © kubi.
2021-02-28 20:57:33 +0000 UTC
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don't insult charlie within earshot of march -- he's the only one who gets to do that!
// art + march © me; charlie © kubi.
2021-02-26 21:36:57 +0000 UTC
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new character, who dis?
in preparation for writing the OC spotlight about Nuha, me and kubi discussed some details of her backstory and how exactly she met her girlfriend Jing (click here for some sketches of the two of them). while doing so we also ended up fleshing out the organisation that Jing is part of, which is the palatial Shadow Guard that's been mentioned in some previous spotlights (such as the one...
2021-02-26 21:09:44 +0000 UTC
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so the february spotlight is about a thajir named Nuha. she's an old character but i haven't drawn her in a while, so i wanted to do some new sketches of her and her girlfriend Jing. i literally had to dig up old art of Nuha to remember how to draw her lol, specifically her downy feather 'hair' and the poofy silhouette of her clothes. anyway they're super precious avian lesbians and i so enjoy drawing her smol birb form!
// art + nuha © me; jing ©
2021-02-26 20:52:14 +0000 UTC
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i currently have 1 slot open for an icon/OC portrait commission -- claim it by pledging to the $75 tier before february 28th! just make sure to read THIS post (aka the rules & guidelines) before you pledge!
important note: the $75 payment must be successfully processed on march 1st before i begin any work...
2021-02-26 01:23:45 +0000 UTC
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march is ... a very impatient demon. he ain't got time for house chores and turnips, he's got shit to do and places to be. running on four paws is much faster than walking on two feet, so get on loser, we're going adventuring.
// art + march © me; charlie © kubi.
2021-02-19 20:46:15 +0000 UTC
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EXPRESSIONS & BODY LANGUAGE won the last poll by a landslide, so that's what my next HOW TO MONSTER tutorial will be about!
i'll discuss ways to convey a monster's mood, feelings, demeanour, and personality through facial expressions, gestures, posture, stance, and angles. we'll look at how one might adapt human expressions to non-human monsters, and non-human ways to emote to human-like characters. we'll draw inspiration from both humans and different animals, and consider subtlety...
2021-02-19 11:48:36 +0000 UTC
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insatiable, aren't we?
i'll ... just let this picture speak for itself -- and put this scenario on my list of nsfw story prompts. i really want to write more smutty short stories this year...!
// art + luca © me; rin © kubi.
2021-02-18 18:55:14 +0000 UTC
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another year of monster of the month paintings = another compilation! it's so satisfying to see all the 2020 MOTM paintings side by side like this, partly because it makes me feel accomplished to review my work over a period of time ... and partly because my brain likes seeing stuff arranged in a neat and orderly fashion.
all of these designs were based on patron suggestions and some of them really led me to challenge myself -- i don't often paint bioluminescence or neon light,...
2021-02-11 16:58:58 +0000 UTC
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"rhahean" is a term of affection that the rhaajim -- our dragon people -- use for someone who is not a rhaajim, yet have a dragon's spirit. it's what iskandar calls his beloved renza, not least during mating season. truly, it's a remarkable feat for an elf to keep up with a lustful rhaajim ...
(i've written an OC spotlight about iskandar, which you can read here!)
// art + iskandar © m...
2021-02-08 20:07:32 +0000 UTC
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more nsfw pose sketches and wips -- but the most important part of this sketchdump is clearly march's ponytail. in a recent roleplaying scene charlie had in-game reasons to tie up his hair, and we quickly realised it's a fucking look.
// art + march © me; charlie © kubi.
2021-02-06 09:16:28 +0000 UTC
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which one of these characters should i write about in march? you can vote for up to 3 options!
(this month i'll tell you about Nuha, a shy nightingale who's hopelessly crushing on a tall dark raven stranger.)
2021-02-05 18:34:27 +0000 UTC
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which of these monsters should i draw in march? you can vote for up to 3 options!
as always, these prompts were based on patron suggestions: thanks to bees (trees), lostmisfits (galaxy), xan farley (clockwork lover), nak (a thorny/spiky monster), and finally 'spirit of the salt sea' is a combination of ideas from toreadorkable (shells) and ciyu (salt-en...
2021-02-05 17:35:31 +0000 UTC
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