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Chapter 16: I Will Never Date You!

Change (6)

I think it's inevitable that the way people around me treat me is changing.

Siwoo is the same. It can't be helped, since my body has become a woman's.

Let's say I almost fell and Siwoo's hand or arm touched my chest.

When I was a man, I wouldn't have cared much. What big deal would it be if we touched anyway? It's not like he's grabbing it.

But if Siwoo's hand touched my body now, we'd both be incredibly embarrassed, like in the subway yesterday.

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Chapter 15: I Will Never Date You!

Change (5)

I went into my room and checked the time on my smartphone. It wasn't quite bedtime yet. Maybe elementary schoolers would be asleep by nine, but not many college students would be.

Siwoo and I were the same. We had a habit of staying up late studying before college, and we were almost always awake until late at night.

Siwoo was having a hard time for a while after his grandmother passed away, but he was doing okay by the time he entered college.

Siwoo and I...

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Chapter 39: Anomaly Catching Anomaly

Employment (1)

How much time had passed?

After sorting out my complicated thoughts and looking around, an unfamiliar landscape greeted me.

A room filled with peculiar devices I had never seen before.

However, I could roughly guess the purpose of those devices.

Seeing one strangely shaped device in the center of the room connected to the others, it was easy to tell that it played a key role.

More than anything, my hands and feet were bound by that central-...

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Chapter 39: One-Man Army

Strawberry (2)

The monster was indiscriminately bombarded. Missiles exploded, and several bombers that followed finished it off. The massive creature couldn't withstand the power of steel civilization. Its corpse collapsed, and the waves surged.

Dan Ga-yeon, who had been watching the situation while leaning against the ship's railing, let out a sigh of relief.

"Wow, I really thought I was going to die..."

Comet went to her side and stared at Dan Ga-yeon.

"Even ...

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Chapter 27: Inevitably, the Heroine

I Hate Training (2)

"Teacher."

"Oh, you're here."

Unlike before, there was no cauldron or hazy smoke in the ordinary faculty room. Rei Meyer greeted Xenon with a wave of his hand.

"Where did all those things go?"

"To another space."

The same faculty room, but another space? It was impossible to understand what he was saying. Moreover, it was difficult to adjust to this attitude, which was completely opposite to the Reisha I knew.

"...But I have a qu...

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Chapter 16: I Became the Last Place in the Academy

Wednesday, the day of the third test.

I endured. There was no monster invasion. I was deeply relieved by that fact.

Perhaps that one totem alone was enough to break the barrier and destroy an entire village.

Thinking that way, I felt it was fortunate that I had eliminated the totem, even at the cost of my hand.

Well, investigating the barrier was one thing, but I was so tired from studying to escape last place that I felt like I was going to die.

Of course, I was...

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Chapter 14: I Will Never Date You!

Change (4)

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"Hoo."

Only after Ihyun left the house did Siwoo let out a deep sigh and sit down.

"What am I going to do with her..."

She has all of Ihyun's habits, from A to Z.

Just like Siwoo had gotten drunk in front of Ihyun before, Ihyun had also gotten drunk in front of Siwoo. Usually, she doesn't lose her mind completely. She remembers everything the next day, too. She just seems nauseous like now, and staggers a bit.

Maybe that...

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Chapter 13: I Will Never Date You!

Change(3)

Waiting for my younger sister is a little awkward.

What did Siwoo and I usually do when we met?

Let's see... we probably played games, watched movies, watched dramas, stuff like that. We'd only lived together for about two weeks, but that's how we spent our time.

Originally, I was planning to clear out of the apartment on weekends if Siwoo got a girlfriend. Strictly speaking, I wasn't someone who particularly needed the apartment. It would be better for me ...

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Chapter 38: Anomaly Catching Anomaly

How to Kill What Doesn't Die (Intermission)

"It must be eliminated."

All eyes in the room turned to the speaker.

For a moment, a silence hung in the air, as if the room had frozen over.

"We must eliminate it before a situation like 163-18 occurs. We can't allow a disaster like that to happen again."

Ignoring the atmosphere and the gazes of those around him, he spoke again, making his will clear.

An entity that emerged from a dimensional gate and caused a ...

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Chapter 38: One-Man Army

Strawberry (1)

Comet looked in the mirror at the temporary residence in Incheon. She grabbed the hem of her skirt, twisting and turning to examine herself.

『Why are you fussing over your appearance so much?』

"It's my first appointment, so I have to pay attention."

『It seems like you're trying too hard for a friend.』

"Officer Dan doesn't seem to think we're friends, so that's why. Shouldn't I try to gain her favor somehow?"

Comet nodded, satisfied....

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Chapter 26: Inevitably, the Heroine

I Hate Training (1)

"...So, you're saying you're joining the magic club because Reisha Professor is Rei Meyer, just like you said?"

"Yeah."

Xenon nodded as if it were obvious. Certainly, if it were Rei Meyer, simply following the curriculum would be helpful. But the fact came so suddenly that I couldn't think calmly at all.

The power of the former 'Top Hero' was beyond imagination. She was only mentioned in the original work, and she didn't even appear in the parts I...

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Chapter 15: I Became the Last Place in the Academy

Yun Hamin was stunned by my words.

He mumbled a few times, as if chewing over what he'd heard, then quietly asked again.

It felt like that wasn't enough for him.

"...You want me to smile?"

It wasn't an incomprehensible reaction. I even thought it was a natural one.

If it weren't for me, he wouldn't even have a reason to agonize like this, and it must be perplexing for the cause of it all to be saying something like this.

It probably seemed strange that I, w...

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Chapter 12: I Will Never Date You!

Change (2)

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Ah.

I want to die.

Out of all the choices in the world, why did I have to choose to come to Siwoo's place?

Sitting on the toilet in the 'The Thinker' pose, I pondered.

When I said I needed to use the restroom, Siwoo suggested a few solutions.

First, the subway women's restroom.

I shook my head.

I still felt a strong sense of rejection. My body was adapting in its own way, but I still felt strangely resistant ...

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Chapter 11: I Will Never Date You!

Change (1)

“Kuhya…!”

The carbonation going down my throat after so long felt like it was clearing everything out.

It wasn’t as sweet as cola, but for some reason, I didn’t dislike the taste. It actually felt like it went better with food.

“By the way, are you even allowed to drink?”

“You’re asking me that now?”

I said, slamming my glass of draft beer down on the table.

“They said it’s okay. It’s not like this disease means ...

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Chapter 10: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (10)

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Siwoo was struggling to get away from Ihyun.

The reason was simple.

Not because he disliked it, but because he was afraid he might start to like it.

When Ihyun opened her mouth, she was Ihyun. The way she teased Siwoo was exactly the same as the usual Ihyun, and so were her tone, facial expressions, and every little habit.

She was a little more timid after going through such an illness, but that was it; she was the friend I...

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Chapter 9: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (9)

It was nice meeting Siwoo.

He was still not awkward at all, and he accepted all my slightly weird jokes.

He hardly treated me roughly as he used to, but, well. I guess that's because it hasn't been long since I got out of the hospital.

The only problem was that we had met yesterday too.

Moreover, the place we are in now is exactly the same place we met yesterday.

There are so many stores, and if we wanted to go somewhere, there would be many ...

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Chapter 8: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (8)

"This one and this one."

My sister said, picking out a few clothes for me.

"Wear them today."

"Huh?"

"You're going to see Siwoo Oppa, right? Wear them."

"No..."

"Why? You don't need to dress up in front of a friend?"

That's true, but.

Even when I was a man, I didn't think I needed to dress up a lot to see a friend. I could just wear whatever I was wearing.

"If you think like that, you'll probably never wear pretty clot...

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Chapter 7: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (7)

I didn't really have a girlfriend, and it wasn't like I knew how to appeal to women, but I still thought I put some effort into my clothes.

I wasn't particularly trendy, nor did I have a great personal style. But at least I didn't think people would say I was badly dressed.

"No, not at all."

But my sister immediately frowned upon hearing my assessment of my fashion.

"You just wore drab colors, top and bottom. It was always just pants and a shirt. A...

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Chapter 6: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (6)

"......"

I slowly moved my chopsticks and spoon as I ate, feeling a bit choked up.

My younger sister was staring intently at me.

She wasn't sitting on the sofa like a while ago; now, she was at the dining table.

It would have been better if she had eaten with me, but since she wasn't eating anything, she was literally just staring at me.

"Um, so... Ah, no, no. Just eat. You can listen while you eat."

My sister opened her mouth as if try...

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Chapter 5: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (5)

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Inside the returning bus.

Siwoo watched Ihyun growing distant through the window.

Ihyun, staring blankly at the bus, was quickly moving away. The smile had vanished from her face, which had been laughing and chatting just moments before.

What was she like originally?

Ihyun, whom Siwoo had known since childhood, had a cheeky personality.

Short and a bit skinny, but not particularly intimidated by kids bigger than her, s...

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Chapter 4: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (4)

It was the first day, and after becoming like this, I didn't really feel like working out hard, so I just did it half-heartedly and left.

I came impulsively without even having separate workout clothes.

Besides, I realized something.

When I'm simply walking down the street or taking the bus or subway, people don't really stare at me. People in Seoul usually aren't that interested in others. Whether I sit or stand next to them, they don't even care in sit...

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Chapter 3: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (3)

The door lock password hadn't changed even after six months. Of course, the number I had registered on my smartphone was the same, so when I held my smartphone to the door lock, it beeped and the lock opened.

I wondered why I even thought, 'What if it doesn't open?' I didn't have any memories of being abused.

My parents are good people. I fought with my younger sister often, but I don't think she's a bad person. I don't know if we were very wealthy, but I've n...

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Chapter 2: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (2)

Until I had eaten a few pieces of chicken, neither of us said much.

Siwoo was the one who broke the silence first.

"Did something happen at home?"

"Something..."

I was about to say nothing happened, but I stopped myself.

If I had to put it a certain way, I was the 'something.'

I had been in the hospital for six months.

I heard the hospital bills were quite high. The hospital had lent the room almost free of charge for rar...

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Chapter 1: I Will Never Date You!

Mutation (1)

SHIBA Syndrome, due to its characteristics, is grounds for medical discharge. The physical transformation takes a minimum of six months to a maximum of two years, and the military can't be responsible for someone during that period. Frankly, if I were in their shoes, I'd choose discharge over staying in a military hospital.

In Korea, it's already classified as a rare and incurable disease, so it receives various forms of support. You can receive treatment at a unive...

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Artwork: I Will Never Date You!

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Chapter 0: I Will Never Date You!

SHIBA Syndrome [Prologue]

Among the extremely recently discovered rare diseases, there is one such disease.

Sudden Hormonal Inversion Body Alteration Syndrome.

In short, SHIBA syndrome. Translated, it would be something like 'Acute Hormonal Inversion Accompanied by Body Alteration Syndrome.'

It is a rare genetic disease that was recently discovered, and the number of cases is not that high, with just over a million patients worldwide. A million people may seem like a...

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New Novel! [I Will Never Date You!]

Synopsis:

I woke up from tossing and turning with a fever, only to find I'd become a woman.

My friends tell me to just enjoy it while it lasts, but how could I ever do that!?

Tags: TS, Romance, Modern Day

New pickup for a newly released novel. Some of you may recognize the artist/author (십삼중수소/양갱왕, one of my favorites :D). I dis...

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Chapter 37: Anomaly Catching Anomaly

How to Kill What Doesn't Die (11)

Support troops had arrived at Site 17.

It was a special operations unit sent from the Administration Bureau.

Each member was a seasoned elite of the Bureau.

Having received news that Site 17 was facing a threat of the highest level, they were hastily deployed to the scene after only a short mission briefing.

The emergence of a hostile group causing large-scale terror with each appearance, and the reappearance of a Class V Anoma...

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Chapter 37: One-Man Army

Cake (5)

The next day, they resumed the Dungeon raid.

Comet diligently eliminated the traps without complaint.

"I think repetitive tasks are bearable now that we're getting closer."

"Yes, I suppose so. Me too."

Dan Ga-yeon awkwardly agreed. Comet chuckled softly.

"I'm so glad you feel that way too, Officer Dan. Now that we're officially friends, I hope we can spend time like this often. Let's hurry and finish this so we can go see the Incheon beach. It wo...

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Chapter 25: Inevitably, the Heroine

I Hate the Club (6)

Tapping, Aisha shook the water off her hands and returned to the classroom, only to find Frey slumped over her desk, looking utterly drained.

“Frey?”

“…Yeah.”

Why was she so listless? Just moments ago, she was practically bursting with energy, shaking Aisha around. Now, seeing her like this, Aisha couldn't help but worry. She poked Frey's body with a finger, and it felt alarmingly dry. Usually, there should be a layer of slick mucus, but...

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