Cory Cowley

The Pain of History Part 1.

Today I cried at work. I know what you’re thinking.

“Cory had a stressful day.”

Yes, I did, but for the first time in a long time I came face to face with the ugliness of history.

I’m what you call a very hardened individual. When I’m not acquainted with you, I have a tendency to be abrasive, cold, and quite honestly very hostile. I will admit, I’m kinder to people on the internet than in person. Why? Because there’s a higher chance of being hurt, and ...

Norway Suggestions

So, I need your opinions. Kjetil is going to be calling me within the next week about possible ideas for the show. One thing that was tossed around was the concept of me giving birth.

One idea I had (if I can use fire) is summoning a demon through the flame and offering my blood. Which, of course, the stage will be covered in organs, animal blood, etc..but it’s just a thought.

What suggestions do you all have?

A Thank You & a Very Tentacle-y Surprise

First, I can't even begin to tell you all how grateful I am for the amount of support you have given me. I was pretty heartbroken when I found out that Jim is depleted. It's not fair that his mother and daughter treat him like this, and while I am uncertain about our future...or even if we will still be here in Florida, I'm certain that we will get through it. He's been very upset and I can't blame him. Even though it was just me, mom, and Vic, we always stuck by each other no matter what. It...

The Norway Struggle | Darwinism

I’m going to keep this short, simple and brief.

I cannot give up.

Last night, I found out that Jim only has $4000 dollars left to his name. He’s been retired since 2000. He retired to take care of his daughter full-time, since his ex-wife basically was not around, and frankly…just doesn’t give a shit.

As you guys know, Jim’s father passed away early last year. Before his dad died, his mother changed Raul’s will so that she received 100% of his estate, money, an...

Update

The iFund Women Vid Submission

Happy International Women’s Day to my fellow sisters in blood.

This is the video submission I sent to ifund women’s contest to win $100,000 in start up capital. You only have 60 seconds; so, I tried to keep this video as to the point as possible. It rings true to exactly how I feel. You all on this Patreon are so beyond talented. I don’t ever want to see any of you all give for anything.

Running a business, being your own PR, marketing and manager is hard, but I believe in t...

MERCH DROP!

Patreon family sees it first. I’m really fucking EXCITED to announce that I have added women’s scrunchies AND headbands!

I’ve also added a new tshirt design inspired by Ed Kemper, and added a new flag!

Please remember that if you don’t have your discount code to the merch shop-please message me! I love you all!

Birthing Antichrist Tutorial

Enjoy, family!

Horrify Me UK Uncensored Pics

Here are the pics Rick could not post online. I was really honored that he did this, and Georgia did a fantastic job capturing my personality.

Things have been really rough lately, but it’s small things that do count in the end. I’m grateful that Rick and I have become good friends, and I’m even more grateful for the opportunity to be able to inspire.

If you’re not following Rick on Instagram, please do so!

Look What the Cat Dragged In

That’s exactly what you think it is. This is about a 15lb calf’s liver. It’s every bit as delicious as my mind tells me, and it’s going to be even more delicious in between my legs.

The downside? The nasty bits you so often see on my page ARE NOT cheap; in fact, I’ve at one time spent over $200 on tongues and livers. It sucks, but it’s something you have to spend if you want the real deal.

Fiji Mermaid | Before and After

Should I post these? Thoughts?

Fishing for Hearts

At a young age, I suspected I would grow to find an obsession with blood and toilets.

It may seem weird, but everytime I used to see my pets licking out of the toilets, I wondered why. I find the degree of taboo associated with our urine quite strange. Something that builds inside us is so deemed gross as soon as it exits the body—but why?

Before I become immersed in the arts, I wanted to pursue anthropology. I’ve always been interested in humans and our origins. Looking back...

Address Reminder

Hello family!

Just a quick reminder that I do need everyone’s addresses so I can send you all things! A couple peeps were a little confused; I want to make sure they’re there! If you didn’t put it into the portal upon original Sign up—feel free to privately message me!

Blood Waterfalls

I think this is the most beautiful video I’ve ever made. I was humming the Candyman suite by Michael Riesman and it flowed so beautifully.

In fact, does anyone know where I can download that song and put it against this? 🤔

Desire

Yesterday I wore only mascara as opposed to my usual cat-eye liner. I felt..strangely good. When I got home yesterday I had a desire to eat. The older I’m getting, the more I enjoy the gray hair creeping in, the taste of human blood, and the smell of flesh.

It may seem weird, but I feel like I’m reverting back to a primal version of myself that existed eons ago. Perhaps, the haint inside me has come out to play. Perhaps, this is what real pleasure feels like. Now, if only we can ge...

Just Call Me Shelley Tutorial

As you all can see, this did not go as anticipated lol!

Enjoy!

Antichrist Unedited BTS

So, I think in ways these are way more gruesome than the final edits. Jim and I knew that this had to look gross. At first; I did try putting some of the stomach…well…inside somewhere 🤢 but it didn’t work. Plus, it’s harder than you think.

The tampon I had to slather in masticated oatmeal because it just didn’t look right in terms of it passing as a little tail. I owe Jim that. The smell of the sheep’s stomach was by all accounts horrible, but it was hard considering I h...

Sucking on Some Pussy Blood

Well, you heard it right. I’m hungry. I’m more than hungry. Y’all, am I turning into a cannibal?

Antichrist Final Edits

I need honest opinions. Can I get away with this? Here is why I ask:

I used a sheep’s stomach and basically pulled my tampon out of my cooch and squeezed everything blood on my legs and on the sheep’s stomach.

You kinda can’t tell unless you look, but the tampon I ended up using in the “birth.” Jim’s words were, “don’t throw it away it looks like a tail.” So naturally…it’s there lol.

Antichrist BTS

What’s uh…what’s going on here?

Blood Drinker

It’s been a long week. All month long I’ve been waiting, waiting…waiting for some blood. I don’t know if I’m slowly but surely turning into a cannibal, but there is something innocuous about blood hitting the taste buds.

I crave blood.

I want blood.

And when it’s a shit week like this one—I crave more. I’m happy and at peace, finally.

Aesthetics of Sickness BTS | C.D.C. Works Interview

Here are some of the more uncensored things of the book I can post on here. 🩸🩸🩸 Plus, my interview if anyone wants to read it!

202 Elnora Court Part 2

What Am I Favoring These Days | An Editing Crash-Course

So, what am I favoring these days in terms of editing? I'm still not using Photoshop, although, I am trying to seriously make a consorted effort into learning it. I just don't have the time, and damn it, I'M TIRED! Anyway, lately I've been playing around more with Snapseed more than even Face Tune. (Snapseed is available on Android and iPhone devices for FREE!)

The question I'm receiving more than anything is the shadowing on some of the images like Hanako-San. This is an effect that I ...

The 202 Elnora Court Story Part 1