How do you miss something you've never had? Grieve something you've never lost. I'm trying to hold onto something that was never mine.
Why can't I let it go?!
Because once an addict, always an addict right? I'm addicted to dopamine, to the high of feeling good. I want to live in an unrealistic world of euphoric bliss.
New Years' day 2021 here I am facing one of my biggest fears.... the ocean! I don't know where this fear has come from or why I feel this way, but I am absolutely terrified of what is out there!
Did you know more than 80% of our ocean is unmapped, unobserved and unexplored!
I never know how much to share on the internet... where to draw the line on oversharing my personal life. But words are my love language, communicating and speaking my thoughts is how I process.
So I want to share a story with you about a boy.
I was away in Melbourne over the weekend teaching a naked yoga event. I never intended to go anywhere beyond the hotel, I was tired after holding a vulnerable space. But my friend who had traveled interstate with me convinced me to go out,...
In this uncut episode, I speak with breathwork instructor and founder of Embodied Breathwork Hayley Ash as she helps break down my first breathwork experience. We dive deep into the importance of the breath and how it can affect our mental health. We talk about body image, holotropic breathing, and my favorite subject... psychedelics!
I stumbled across this video recently, it was taken on November 1st 2017. I was lost, confused and in an unhealthy relationship. I was a free spirit who didn't know how to be free, trapped within the restraints of my own mind.
I was dependent on my romantic relationship with nothing to my name, I was like a lost child unable to think for myself. I was at the mercy of my provider.
Each day, with the little energy I had left I would roll out my yoga mat and and find peace within t...
I've always been so fascinated with behind-the-scenes content, what's happening outside of the camera's lenses.
This is where the real magic happens, this is where masks are taken off and bodies are relaxed. This is where the real stories are told.
Fun fact: I have a hyper fascination with p0rn stars and their lives! I could rattle off a handful of industry names and their career history. It's just so damn interesting!
Pictured: Behind the scenes of a collaboration with @mou...
2022-09-11 09:12:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I've got an interesting relationship with yoga.... It's a practice I hold so close to my heart and feels very sacred to me. Enough so that I poured hours of study in to teach the practice to others.
It helped me through one of the darkest times in my life. A time when I was holding onto reality by my finger tips as I moved through withdrawals.
Yoga taught me to move my body, creating shapes and releasing endorphins. It was my daily practice that made me feel safe, it made me fee...
It's it funny how we idolize people we have never met. We create a story, an idea of a person letting ourselves believe they are better than us in someway. This was how I felt about Nara, the face behind @mountainwalk. I had followed them on social media for so long, in awe of their art, letting myself believe I was not good enough to be captured by their lens.
But there I was, posing for the camera in the presence of this person that I once thought I was not worthy of. And they l...
2022-09-05 12:51:26 +0000 UTC View Post
These mountains hold my heart... This is the 3rd time I've been to NZ and yet I am still gobsmacked by the beauty that these mountains offer!
This was the only chance I got to get naked during my 8 day trip. Between the cold and snowboarding almost everyday I didn't get the opportunity. But that's okay! Stripping down to my birthday suit at this lookout was enough to fill the soul ✨️
I touched down in Sydney this afternoon after an 8dayy holiday in Queenstown, New Zealand and I am EXHAUSTED haha! But seriously, does anyone else feel like they need a holiday AFTER a holiday?
Anyway, now I'm back and I actually know what day it is (I completely lose track when I'm on holidays) I will be posting regularly again!
P.s I just bought a new camera so get ready for some epic naked adventures coming your way!
2022-08-31 12:02:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Do y'all remember the T-shirt challenge? It was when you had to do a handstand and attempt to put a t-shirt ON! Well that sounded boring and I decided to step it up a notch by TAKING IT OFF!
P.s. Yes, this was really hard and I almost passed out from the blood rush haha!
I was recently asked the question - 'Do you think it’s more difficult to be involved in naturism being a female?'. My instant reaction was 'NAH, NOT REALLY' But then I paused for a moment to not only think about myself but ALL women.
Yes. It is very difficult.
Because come on, isn't the entire point of a woman's nakedness for male tantalization?
Many people seem confounded by expressions of female nudity that are not sexual as we view a woman takin...
2022-08-24 06:07:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Offft. I really went MIA for a moment there but I'm back! Thank you for sticking around.
I'm back in Sydney from my quick trip home to Northen Queensland and I have to say, the 4 flights I took really didn't sit with me well... have you ever flown while congested? It ain't pretty.
For the past few days we have been in and out of hostel rooms but tomorrow we fly to New Zealand and I can't wait to share the incredible snow covered mountains with you all!
I feel like all I've been doing is apologising for my lack of posting recently but alas, here I am again with a sad sorry in both hands.
I've been hit with the flu which just seems to be getting worse by the day (no it's not covid, thank god). But my tale of unfortunate events just continues to become more unfortunate...
We've been sleeping in the car for the past week and before you think 'oh no, they're doing it rough', we've got a pretty sweet set up.. that reminds me, I do...
This is a moment from my roadtrip I took up north over 2021 Christmas on the way home to see my family. We had made a 3 hour detour to see a few noodie friends (this is what I call my friends that also enjoy and appreciate the naked lifestyle).
We spent the day exploring the stunning Girrraween National Park in Qld and what makes this particular spot even better, we had to rock climb to get there!
We all stripped off and explored this seculded rock face surrounded by incredible...
"I have walked through many lives, some of them my own, and I am not who I was, though some principles of abiding, from which I struggle not to stray. When I look behind, as I am compelled to look before I can gather strength to proceed on my journey."
This poem I stumbled across sums up the thoughts that have been occupying my mind recently.
The lives that I have lived.
The trauma I have suffered.
The healing I have sought.
And all the people ...
2022-08-09 12:41:34 +0000 UTC View Post
Life is really doin' some stuff lately... I don't know if my chakras are out of wack, Mercury is in retrograde or some shit oh, maybe it's to do with humans experiencing our shortest day on record. Did you hear about that? Whatever the fuck it is, it's really throwin' me off.
I've just been moving through autopilot these past few weeks. Ticking off my daily tasks, I've even been waking up at 6.30 am and practicing breathwork! Like, physically I look like I'm doing great but emotio...
2022-08-08 10:52:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Freedom. It's a pretty loaded word right? Yet it's something we all grave and the lucky few of us may actually feel. It may be for a moment or for an entire day. But for life? We can only dream.
But what does it even mean to be free?
For me, it's living in the moment. In the here and now. Sitting in the passenger seat, window down. My wild, untamed hair tangled across my face. Road trips, it feels like freedom. A road trip means adventure, somewhere new, somewhere that makes me ...
Isn't the entire point of women's nakedness for male tantalization?
Yeah, I once thought so.
I created this idea that my naked body was not my own, that it was a transactional vessel to be paid for its work. Because at the time that's all I wanted, money. Money to fuel my drug addiction and so round and round we went. But then I found naked yoga... or maybe it found me?
The moment I stepped onto my mat, I returned home to myself. This was for me, no one else. For the f...
2022-08-01 11:59:46 +0000 UTC View PostIf you hadn't noticed I've increased my number of weekly posts on Patreon and I'm loving it! My content will always be a mixed bag of goodness as it's a reflection of my real life but I want to know what YOU enjoy the most about being a Patron.
Everything listed below is what I currently post about on this platform but I would like to know what you enjoy viewing the most and that means you will see more of it!!!
Click all that apply! 😎
Something else you would like ...
2022-07-30 08:33:57 +0000 UTC View Post
You are listening to my VERY FIRST episode of the Real Talk Podcast! Indulge in an extra 10 minutes worth of conversation that didn't make the final cut & unseen video footage!
To start off with a bang, my first guest is a friend and fellow naturist, Alex. From halfway across the world, he will be talking to us about the controversial topic of children in Naturism & social nudity answering the #1 asked question about erections. We also speak about his experiences as a paramedic ...
2022-07-29 03:59:07 +0000 UTC View Post
I've got this super weird relationship with hiking... Like, I fucking hate it. The rolling hills, the knee pain, the blisters, the shitty food, the never-ending kilometers, yet as soon as I finish a hike, I've already planned the next one!
I think it's a mental game for me. I've always been someone who has struggled with self-discipline and will always take the easy road. Honestly, I blame technology. The constant digital distraction leaves us scatterbrained, prone to lapses in memory, ...
2022-07-28 08:53:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Well dang, vacation looks good on me
A quick trip to the beautiful tropics in Far North Queensland A friend of mine had just opened up a hostel (fucking girl power right there) and she asked one night if I would like to visit. without hesitation, I booked a ticket and spent 4 magical days with her. Of course, I had to go skinny dipping! This waterfall was located at Cascade Falls.
But something interesting happened...
I was asked numerous times why I went...
2022-07-24 13:39:18 +0000 UTC View Post
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For something a little different I thought I would take you along for a day spent with Anna. Coffee, breakfast, climbing, gelato, and slacklining. What a perfect day!
Comment below or send me a DM if you would like to see more VLOGs like this one.
2022-07-21 03:25:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Those who follow me on Instagram may know that I have taken a break from social media. I found myself waking up each morning, reaching straight for my phone, and scrolling each night before bed. So I decided enough was enough and went cold turkey deleting all my social media apps for the foreseeable future.
Isn't it sad that mental health breaks now revolve around our social media usage? But it's the world we live in now... It's our lives, our income, and our connections. But it h...
2022-07-19 11:37:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Courtney and I recently met through our mutual interest in naturism and naked yoga but as we got chatting, we soon realized our paths had crossed several years ago. She was working as a dancer in the same small country town that I was also bartending at just a few hundred meters away from each other! What a small world!
We speak about how she made a living from the desire of men and being an adult entertainer. We will be diving deep into the contrast between the 2 worl...
2022-07-17 12:27:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Join me as I hit the road on my very first solo road trip. I have a platform set up in the back of my car which allows me to be 100% self-sufficient (if you consider a baby wipe bath a shower...) And I can confirm that my flat tire definitely WASN'T staged haha!
2022-07-14 08:16:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Ironically enough, this climb was called 'naked laybacks on the bar' 🤪
Rock climbing has made a special impact on my life... Having always hated team sports throughout high school and never enjoying 'the gym' it was an alternative style of fitness I had been looking for. With the combined need for flexibility, strength, coordination, and awareness, it's safe to say I fell in love with this sport pretty quickly!
Have you tried rock climbing before? Bonus points if y...
I always get asked if this is hard to do... well, yeah! But just like anything it takes practice!
I started slacklining during Australia's first lockdown in 2020. At first, we were allowed to travel 20km past our homes which turned into 10km and then 5km... I was lucky enough to have a park directly across from my house where I spent most days practicing.
It takes just as much mental focus as it does strength and that's why I love it!
Drop a comment below if y...
What a fantastic experience! If you haven't already, scroll back to part 1 and read about the history of this place! It was a unique experience to not have to worry about being caught, watched, or having to put clothes back on until we left!
Honestly, this wouldn't be somewhere I would visit on a regular basis but it was great to spend the day (I would much rather be exploring the mountains naked 😛)
Have you been to a nude resort before? Tell me your experince!