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Digestive Diary

Still plagued by ulcers (although for the first time they feel like they’re starting to heal) it’s been an annoying weekend with still far less food than I would have liked :(

on Friday I failed at breakfast completely. I did however manage a couple of tins of tomato soup and lots of lovely soft bread which swelled up inside of my tummy quite uncomfortably - lovely! Makes me really miss stuffing myself and getting all full and swollen. I can’t wait to get these ulcers healed so th...

Thank you thank you thank you!!! 💙💙💙

Hey all!

first of all as we go into a new week I wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone who has supported me on here so far. I honestly can‘t tell you how much that means to me. getting back into this was nerve wracking and made harder by the fact that I didn‘t have any of my old equipment, nor a place to record. although things are very pressured and rough at the moment your support has given me hope for getting back on my feet in the near future to make full videos again as we...

Some old pics tumblr doesn’t like

Here are some further images tumblr didn’t like any more after they culled all the nsfw content despite the fact there’s no nudity or anything explicit! I’d love to get another top like this, I loved the way the fishnet stretched over my rounded stomach 💙

Growl, Gurgle, Belch - audio!

My stomach was empty and growling, and on top of that I decided to swallow some air just to further stir up the turmoil in my unhappy belly! Here’s a mix of stomach gurgles, airy bubbles and the resultant belches

i can’t wait for these stupid mouth ulcers to heal so I can stuff myself stupid again, I hate being empty 🤬

Digestive diary

Still suffering with mouth ulcers, I’ve completely given up in the idea of putting pressure on myself to maintain my weight until I’m better, then I’ll just have to work extra hard to gain back what I’d lost  as well as to start putting it on again. Just feeling really miserable and down to be honest.

i was feeling too sore to even attempt eating until the evening so my stomach was rumbling painfully. I’m not into hunger but god, the growling was insane! And so embarrassi...

Looking through my old flagged posts on tumblr

Ahhhh, poor tumblr. A shadow of its former self. I still love the platform but the nsfw cull of 2018 was a really awful thing to happen. The freedom tumblr gave us to explore things was so refreshing.  I had a peep into the ‘review flagged posts’ section on my old blog and I think they straightforward purged most things (despite saying they wouldn’t) because there are only a few things in there but I liked this set and thought I‘d share 💙

Digestive diary

Another nightmare day of ulcers and hunger. I managed to eat a couple of weetabix first thing but that was all I could manage until early evening when I made a couple of tins of tomato soup but unfortunately despite many attempts bread proved too painful to consume with it and I only successfully managed a couple of slices instead of my usual 10-12 slices with soup. I was so desperately hungry, my stomach wouldn‘t shut up and it keeps making painful whining sounds.

probably as a resul...

Digestive Diary

Ugh, what a horrible day! My. Mouth was too painful to eat all day. I had half a chocolate biscuit in the morning and couldn‘t manage anything else until nine in the evening when the grocery shopping arrived. I’d ordered a bunch of different soups in the hope they would be easy to eat and heated up a large fresh Chinese chicken noodle soup.   it was gross!!

I couldn’t eat more than a few spoon! The vegetables were really hard and the soup had very little actual flavour b...

Digestive Diary

Argh, my ulcers were so sore I could barely eat yesterday. Bits of cheese and half a chocolate bar that I was in too much pain to finish. I’m incredibly fed up of this. I was so hungry my stomach was rumbling like crazy, and it started filling with air. That tends to happen after a while if my tummy’s empty. So I kept burping which was so embarrassing. I stupidly thought, well, I’m already full of it, so I started swallowing more air and made a few recordings but I couldn’t get rid of...

Gulp burp gulp

Yesterday I had a rough time with my tummy. I have an outbreak of mouth a ulcers which are making it hard to eat so I was really hungry and my stomach started filling with wind. Since I was belching anyway I decided to swallow a bunch of air and did some experiments. Here’s one of them - I tried to take a gulp of air and belch it back out repeatedly and rapidly for a minute and a half. The first few were easy but after a while it started to become harder to force myself to swallow the air. ...

Digestive Diary Round-up

It’s been a bit of a disaster in terms of eating for the last few days. One of the health issues I have to deal with is ME/CFS and I get prone to attacks of very painful mouth ulcers when I’m struggling, and although it hasn’t happened in a long time it’s happened in the past few days. It makes it hard to speak let alone eat. 

Friday all I could really manage were a couple of tins of soup and some cheese, Saturday I struggled through some snacks but couldn’t eat very much...

Personal Story - Too Many Beans!

Here’s a real-life experience I had in 2020 that was fun, embarrassing and really uncomfortable!  

Around that time I wanted to try all kinds of new things and experiment as much as I could, plus I’d finally found a medication that helped with some of my conditions so I was in less pain overall which meant I was able to eat more and started being able to gain weight again for the first time in years! My belly grew more than anything else, and as soon as I started gaining again ...

Digestive Diary

yesterday was a bit of a mess of a day, I was so busy working I didn’t have a lot of time to eat which meant an unhappy tummy howling at me and, embarrassingly, filling with gas because it was so empty. Am I the only one that happens to??  I kept on burping and gurgling and making the most horrendous sounds from my digestive system! I mostly snacked again:

about 600 calories of cheese over all, weetabix etc (200 calories total) , toast (about 400 calories with lots of butter) cho...

A few old pics I found on my old iPad!

Thought these would be fun to share - I have more i can post in the coming weeks too <3

Digestive Diary

I was a huge bag of gas yesterday, I just couldn’t stop farting! I don’t even know why particularly, only that every time I moved more wind escaped from my backside. At one point I bent over to pick up my shoes and a huge trumpeting blast came out unexpectedly< I was beyond embarrassed!

i wasn’t the only one in digestive distress - last night Luce had a really gurgly tummy! It just started making this same gurgle every 10 seconds or so - I was beyond distracted and gojng comple...

Here’s how I used to sneak references in!

So I mentioned yesterday that before I accepted and embraced my fetish I would sneak little references to thinks in my old fics. Well, about 3 years ago I actually went back and reread them all from start to finish (not an easy job, they total over 3 million words!) and screenshotted a bunch of the sneaky references. I have managed to find those screenshots so I’m going to share some of them here over the next few weeks. They start really subtle like these, sneaking some burps and gas into ...

Digestive Diary

Yesterday was one of those days that really hamper me on my weight gain journey. I struggle with so much health stuff that sometimes I’m just too sick or too exhausted to eat properly. I had a stomach ache when I first woke up and a lot of gas which I needed some help from Luce to release with a firm bely rub.  I was busy working on setting this up all day so I missed breakfast and lunch and didn‘t eat until about half past three in the afternoon, my stomach was absolutely HOWLING wi...

Loose Tummy - 13 minute audio

Here’s an example of one kind of audio I will be sharing here - I originally made this to post on kinkbomb but I’m using it as an example of the kind of thing I’ll be able to share with patrons. This is a 13 minute recording of my poor stomach when my guts were really loose and my bowels full of gurgly liquids. I had the runs and couldn’t believe the noises that came out of me!

An experience to remember: lactulose!

I also wanted to share an example of a personal experience, since I’m hoping to share a lot more on here if I can gather some supporters 💙

last year I had a phase of eating lots of toasted bread rolls which made me really constipated fir some reason - not sure why, it’s not a problem I have that often! But it had been about 9 days since I’d last been able to go properly and I was seriously uncomfortable and incredibly gassy so I decided to take some lactulose to get things movi...

A quick art example!

Last year I took part in Inktober and decided to use the opportunity to draw illustrations for some of the fics I wrote the year before, before I started illustrating this way. As a challenge I used the official prompt list and tried to match up scenes I wanted to draw with the prompts. This illustration goes with the segment of writing I stared below. The prompt was ‘vessel’ and here’s my OC Kim as a vessel for the entity that’s making her stuff herself ravenously! 

An example of my writing

Just to give you a taste of the kind of thing I’ll be sharing, here’s a chunk of a chapter from a story I wrote in 2020. My lovely partner Luce suggested the idea and I was totally obsessed with it and had to write it straight away!  In the story there is some kind of extra-terrestrial entity possessing people which uses up their energy stores to survive so they get instantly ravenously hungry and the only way to survive is to keep eating until the entity is forced out!

here’...

Digestive Diary:

Monday 3rd January 2022 - I didn’t have a great day to start this off to be honest! I was super stressed and worked a really long day so I didn’t manage to eat anywhere near as much as i should be eating but I still managed to pack in a few calories!

I woke with a tummy ache and a chronic amount of gas in my backside! It was kind of smelly too which most of mine just... isn’t, so that was weird. I had weetabix with milk and lots of sugar which added up to around 225 calories, 400 ...

Welcome to my Patreon!

Hey everyone! 

first of all I wanted to say a huge thank you for all the warm welcomes I’ve had since coming back on the scene. I’d been really worried that no one would remember me, or that there wouldn’t be a place for me any more.  Just before my health stopped me making content I’d started to get a lot of abuse and to be honest I was scared of more of the same but you’ve made my first few steps back so much easier - I can‘t thank you enough for that <3