Gloria and Madeleine at the first Sapphic Slumber Party thoroughly enjoying the rope demo. The genuine delight on Madeleine’s face gets me every time. Girls teaching girls how to tie girls up. Girls letting girls tie them up. Girls taking pictures of girls learning how to tie girls up. Good times.
2021-04-20 01:00:45 +0000 UTC View Post(My post yesterday about my experiences with masculine women reminded me of the hot butch bartender situation! Thought I would post this here for posterity. Real life tale from March 2015.)
Last night my bestest friend Joie and I decided to attend a munch together for the first time (a munch is a social meet up for kinky folks). It was an event specifically for queer kinky women. There was a boisterous crowd, it was busier than we expected, we sat at the bar and ordered a drink...
2021-04-20 00:58:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Max is working in the city and I’m at her place up North with the pup. She’s curled up at my feet on the couch in the front window while I journal and smoke and listen to Lana and watch her neighbours come and go. Her neighbours probably watch me too. I’m sure they’ve noticed that I’m here more and more. I wonder what they think, especially in this small town.
Her ex lived here with her a few years back. I wonder if they think I look like her. I wonder if I do. I’ve never s...
2021-04-18 21:33:48 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s still dark outside when she slips into bed next to me and wraps her arms around me. Dawn hasn’t broken yet and she smells like sweat and hard work. Her cheeks are cold from the frosty air on her night shift, my skin is warm under the blankets. I fell asleep thinking of her, all of my senses at once are comforted by her closeness.
“I’ve missed you,” I whisper in the dark. Her mouth finds me and her tongue slides quickly against mine, wet and wanting. She slips her fingers...
2021-04-17 23:28:44 +0000 UTC View Post
This was such a fun night, and such a ridiculous scene. Elly had a “school girl gets bullied in the bathroom” fantasy and we ganged up on her to make it happen.
Elly and Heart, February 2019 (See the whole album here.)
2021-04-16 04:12:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Coven Photo Shoot, June 2017
Kitten, Ms.O, Joie & Elly
Photos by Heart
2021-04-15 13:57:18 +0000 UTC View Post
“How is this BDSM?” an onlooker asked, with good reason. In the midst of a raucous kinky gay-lady party, Kitten was naked, face down on a blanket on the floor, while many hands worked at applying fake butterfly tattoos to her back.
“One thing Kitten hates more than anything is being wet, especially the sensation of water dripping down her body...”
Click here to read the whole pos...
2021-04-13 02:52:16 +0000 UTC View PostHer: You like it when I’m a bully.
Me: Naooooooooooo! I do not.
Her: You do! If I showed up at your place, walked in the front door and told you to get on your knees you would love it.
Me: 😳
Her: I can hear the face you’re making. I’m right.
Me: Shut up!
Her: I bet you’re wet just thinking about it. I bet your mouth is open.
Me: 🙊
Her: I love that pretty mouth.
Me: I’m starting to sweat, you need to stop!!!
*****...
2021-04-10 04:57:38 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m feeling a little better this week but it’s been busy keeping on top of everything! I took some selfies in Joie’s closet for you today in my little break between work calls.
2021-04-07 21:49:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Throwback to Darker Studios late at night in January 2019. Lace and lingerie and waiting my turn to pose for the camera. Peep the roses in the back left corner.
2021-04-06 22:57:48 +0000 UTC View PostI remember the room being full of sound, old jazz, squeals of delight as guests all around made their little dreams come true, smacks and moans and oooooooooh’s.
She was lounging in a claw footed tub filled with lace and roses. (What a sentence.)
I asked her if I could take a picture of her cute feet, she said nobody had ever told her they were cute. I love making beautiful women blush by telling them truths.
All of the roses had their thorns removed.
Rub...
2021-04-05 13:59:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Just one of those days where I need to remind myself that I was once a half naked fairy muse who could be found sometimes in the middle of the night in strange dark rooms in New York City.
Photos like this are a touchstone these days for the Before Times, and they keep hopes high that I’ll be a half naked fairy muse in dark beautiful places again soon.
Heart and Elsha, Darker Studios, photo by Natasha Gornik, January 2019.
2021-04-05 03:11:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Joie sent me a link to this cool website that I thought you guys would enjoy. You write yourself a letter and it sends it to you either 1 or 5 years from now. I just wrote myself one for next year, maybe you want to write to your future-self too. (I’m not affiliated, just thought it was neat.)
Also! I’ve had this Christmas cactus for YEARS and it just bloomed for the first time. LOOK AT MY GLORIOUS BABY!!!
2021-04-02 04:46:13 +0000 UTC
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One year ago today I stopped talking to my shitty ex (Cub/Mr.J). For years I had been strung along by his manipulation, and I’d been hurt by him more times than I could count. And for some reason I still picked up the phone when he called, and texted him back when he was in need. I knew it was a habit I had to quit but I struggled to pull the plug.
And then last April my phone was blowing up with his audacious messages and I realized, suddenly, I didn’t have it in me to deal with ...
2021-04-01 12:40:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Here is a list of shit that has happened in the past two weeks:
(I submitted this piece to a local project about the pandemic and how folks have kept positive during difficult times. They said I’m allowed to share it here with you too! It’s mostly stitched together from things I’ve shared here this past year, lovebird things.)
“I miss your face and I’m glad I found you before the world started ending.”
She sends me a picture of the fires in California, the ocean and the full moon both glowing blue above and below th...
2021-03-29 21:23:59 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ll admit I’d never seen Space Jam until I started dating Max, who is younger than me and always said I gave her “bugs bunny heart eyes”. She called me her Lola Bunny. And then we watched it with my kids. And I giggled even harder at the reference. These are my jammies at her house. I sleep in them and then leave them in her bed so that she can sniff me when I’m gone. Lovebird things, you know.
2021-03-29 03:41:28 +0000 UTC
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“Honey, you make me feel I'm invincible
Just like I wanted
No more candle in the wind
It's not like I'm invisible
Not like before when I was burning at both ends.”
Yosemite, by Lana Del Rey
2021-03-26 04:21:55 +0000 UTC View Post
It makes me so mad that photos like this are censored on Tumblr and Instagram. I get it, there’s a painting of me masturbating in the background, it’s all very gay.
But there is no nudity in this photo, and there are no genitals. It was me and Elly and her cat Toothless in bed on a beautiful day. There’s nothing “adult” about that content.
I’m grateful to have this place where I can share such beautiful things.
This photo was from one of my first ph...
2021-03-23 15:39:43 +0000 UTC View Post
(Small note: this weekend I posted “Want a Postcard” and neglected to mention the contest is open to EVERYONE, not just postcard club folks! Please pop over to that post and leave a comment and you’ll be entered for a chance to win this month’s babely postcard!)
When I was first separating from my husband my best friend sent me this meme:
It captured everythin...
2021-03-22 14:31:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Ms.O and I had a bonfire today to ring in Spring.
We spent the afternoon on my porch in the sun, sipping tea while the pup chewed sticks to smithereens.
I have an extra postcard from this month’s Postcard Club. (It’s not the picture here, it’s a surprise still!) THIS IS OPEN TO EVERYONE!
This quote on Joie’s fridge makes me grin, comment with a rule you love breaking. I’ll pick a random winner Sunday night and mail you a postcard!
(This is also open to current and former Postcard Club members, Penpals, as well as folks who have already won before.)
💕
2021-03-20 14:49:11 +0000 UTC View Post
This week I got a big package in the mail and I was so surprised.... ANNA KNITTED ME A FUCKING SWEATER!!!
This is one of the best gifts I’ve ever received and it’s also now my very favourite most treasured piece of clothing. The colours??? The giant oversized sleeves for my sensory-sensitive ass??? The fleur-de-lis pattern!?!?!? Gah!!! 🥺 It’s so beautiful and so thoughtful and I can’t believe it, I’ve barely taken it off.
It’s a magical good luck sweater (obv) beca...
2021-03-20 14:47:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Spring is here and I want to eat it up. Give me soil, feed me green, sustain me with birdsong.
I’ve been rebirthed too, last Spring I was Persephone, dragged further underground, this Spring I’ve returned, heavy with flowers that will bloom in the Summer.
There will be no more descending, the spell was cast years ago with a horseshoe and two iron nails. It took time to take hold. It took time for me to see it. I touched my fingers to the rusted metal today, thanked the Earth...
2021-03-19 18:07:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I miss being a tease so much that I restrained my girlfriends’ hands today and sat on her face with my panties on... grinding against her gently with the fabric in the way... frustrating her so much, I giggled when I heard the clank of the restraints as she reached towards me, unable to get what she wanted, fingers grasping at thin air while I torment her...
I can’t believe she let me. 😳
2021-03-18 23:44:49 +0000 UTC View Post
I was walking the dog, a million things on my mind, when she stopped to pee. I was staring at the pussy willows before I realized what I was looking at. Spring is here!!!
It’s a little earlier than usual for around these parts so I didn’t trust it at first, but pussy willows don’t lead me wrong, they show up when it’s real.
Photo by Guy New York - Brooklyn, 2018
2021-03-16 04:36:39 +0000 UTC View Post
I remember taking this photo with Guy New York and giggling together while we waited for Piper to get ready for our afternoon plans...
Guy and Piper are looking for a new apartment, which means that last time I was there was unknowingly the last time I’d ever be there. I’m excited to visit again one day and see their new place, and get to know their new neighbourhood. But there’s a teeny pang of sadness that I won’t be back here to this particular place that brought me so much j...
2021-03-12 02:05:12 +0000 UTC View Post