New Years Eve last year was awkward and weird, I should have known the year would be a ride. Here’s Eden artfully decorated in wax by the coven, with little wonder what 2020 had in store.
2020-12-19 13:04:21 +0000 UTC View Post
This week has been fucking tumultuous n’est pas? My astrologist friend says it’s all going according to plan. She says we need to keep setting boundaries and congratulating ourselves for our wins. Hang in there, we’ve got this.
I wanted to just say: you guys are so fucking cool. I’ve got the best support system, and the best Patrons, and you make this a joy.
I also want to say: feel free to fill my inbox (on here or Twitter) with nosy questions, poly questions, poly agon...
2020-12-18 17:32:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Throw back to last year when I surprised the coven by showing up as sexy Santa with a big bag of toys for everyone.
(I’m cooking up some special new holiday content for you guys next week too!)
2020-12-17 15:41:41 +0000 UTC View Post
So tell me. Did the New Years resolution you made for 2020 come true?
I had 3:
-Harmony in my home ✅
-Good sex ✅
-Write my book ❌
2/3 ain’t bad, and to be fair I couldn’t have planned on a pandemic and lockdown for almost 200 days with my kids. Looks like we’re going into another long lockdown here, so my book will have to wait. In the mean time I wanna know what you resolved to do this year... no judgment.
2020-12-17 05:21:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Me, with Elly wrapped around me, in her studio/apartment in Ottawa, 3 years ago. These were darling dreamy days during a difficult year. What would I say to myself if I could whisper in my own ear that afternoon?
I was soaking up every good moment, I didn’t need to be told, I knew all of that beauty and love was fleeting in some ways, but undying in others. (It’s still right there.) I would say “be brave, you’re on the right path”. I would say “it’s going to get worse bef...
2020-12-16 04:41:22 +0000 UTC View Post
On Wednesday’s when I have to leave my house I hide out at Ms.O’s. She’s so gracious to harbour me, no matter the time of day. This week she was on a conference call for work so I entertained myself by stripping down and taking pictures to distract her.
(If you haven’t entered the giveaway on the every day witchcraft post please do so, you’ve got until Sunday!)
2020-12-11 23:08:59 +0000 UTC View Post
'”Cause when I look around
I think this, this is good enough
And I try to laugh
At whatever life brings
'Cause when I look down
I just miss all the good stuff
And when I look up
I just trip over things.
And I got no illusions about you
Guess what
I never did,
When I say I'll take it
I mean as is.” 2020-12-10 15:02:40 +0000 UTC View Post
I got so sick of everything being my fault. Softly walking on eggshells grew exhausting. It was my fault he drank and my fault he had to quit drinking. It was my fault he was so tired and my fault he couldn’t sleep. It was my fault because I was miserable and my fault because I was happy.
I tried to fix it and help it and change it and give it time. It was quite a revelation to realize the real secret: there was nothing I could do. And it wasn’t my fault.
It’s kind of funn...
2020-12-09 16:05:25 +0000 UTC View Post
The anthology my smutty story was picked up for is available today! Squee!!
Thanks for your support guys!!!
2020-12-08 15:47:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Some late night shots from the vault!
I’m always taking pictures, all night a camera is in my hand and I’m stopping mid-sentence to try and capture something beautiful.
Here I am in the circle bedroom taking a snap of a hot little tangle of girls.
The second photo is a peachy moment during a 2am spanking game we played... what a view.
Sapphic Slumber Party #2, November 2017
2020-12-08 15:44:02 +0000 UTC View Post
For me witchiness is embracing my place on this Earth, connecting with something that has been around long before me, and will continue long after I’m gone. I helps me see my nurturing abilities in a gentle light, and helps me to harness my energy in more positive ways. And it never hurts to invite more magic in.
I’m going to be sharing little suggestions that helped me to build my own witchy practice and they’ll all be tagged “witchery”.
Intention is e...
2020-12-07 02:04:39 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s my weekend at home so we decorated the tree and put up rainbow lights. It was a good day, happy faces and all that nostalgia.
I still have ornaments I made in kindergarten, some of them have little burn holes on the back from where they touched up against the lights on my parents tree back then, you know the old string lights before LED’s that got hot to the touch? It made me anxious when I was a kid, I would stay awake on Christmas not because of Santa excitement, but because...
2020-12-05 22:35:53 +0000 UTC View Post
I told Elly I would take some full body reference photos and send them her way. I put on some music, jammed my phone into my light fixture and rolled around on the floor for a while. I like seeing how my body looks from different angles. I like seeing how it looks to her when she paints it. If you follow her on Instagram or Patreon you might see some of the poses I post this weekend in a sketch or painting eventu...
2020-12-04 23:53:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Getting roller skates for Christmas... good idea? Or best idea?
These are the roller skates in question:
Yes I’m 39 and yes I have a chronic pain injury but I would wear all the safety equipment and I would wear cute outfits????
This all started because my baby brothers girlfriend asked for roller skates and I found these ones, which are SO her style. She’s gonna die...
2020-12-03 15:42:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Gloria, Elly and Ms.O as my muses. I remember setting up these shots and being in awe of how gorgeous these beauties are.
(The furs belong to the mansion, they are vintage and thrifted, the owner of the mansion collects them.)
November 2017 Sapphic Slumber Party #2
2020-12-02 04:38:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Opening my email and seeing this promo image made me blush!!!
My story was included in this years Best Lesbian Erotica collection. It‘ll be the first time I’m in print. Thanks for making that possible, I only had the time to write a submission because of your support. (And my story is made up of journal entries I wrote here for you in the early days of my courtship with Max, so quite literally I have you to thank.)
A few more days until it’s released, but I’m super excit...
2020-12-01 05:09:06 +0000 UTC View Post
We had one of those talks where you’re scared and you cry and you say all the things you’ve been holding in. And we held each other and wiped away tears and gave all of the reassurance. And then we fucked until the sun went down. Things feel sunnier today.
After an emotional weekend, and a whole day of fucking, our time together was coming to an end. The sun was up when I sat on her face and she made me cum until I was dripping down her chin and soaking her T-shirt. When I finally rolled off of her, legs like jello, trying to catch my breath, it was dark outside. The so big almost full moon was centred in her little bedroom window, staring at us, bright and beautiful and low in the sky, just above the birch tree-line. I was delighted, basking i...
2020-11-30 05:14:29 +0000 UTC View Post
A coven friend asked if I would share my classic Butt Selfie tutorial from the old tumblr days so I thought I should post it here too. It’s advice that never goes out of style! The only rule is if you take any sweet butt selfies with this advice you gotta show me. 😇🙌🍑
Q: This is probably silly but I find it extremely hard to take pictures of my own butt, any tips for a fellow kinky girl? Your pictures are beautiful!
A: It’s a serious skill, h...
2020-11-30 01:52:31 +0000 UTC View PostSomething happened the other day. In this little dance of power we’ve been doing, learning where our dynamic balances best, something shifted.
A coven member had thrown out a request for some advice for managing dysphoria and penetration, Max and I were in bed together discussing possible solutions when she said penetration was inherently dominant, and I spat back “that’s a pretty fucking suburban opinion”.
There was a tension in the air. Country girl and city girl. Blue...
2020-11-27 01:25:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Here’s one from the vault, a behind the scenes pic of me shooting these lovely babes at the mansion.
Before the party starts we usually have time to set up and primp, and snap some pictures for us.
Ms. O, Elly, Gloria and I in the flamingo room.
Joie (smoking a joint) watchi...
2020-11-26 05:41:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Ms. O took the photo below, one I love and have framed (unedited) on my altar at home.
After doing so she did a 180 degree turn and snapped the shot above. Elly looking on, Gloria and Scout distracted and flirting. Just a moment in time and a moment right after. I find myself fascinated by run of the mill pictures like this that never saw the light of day before, but suddenly seem to capture some mundane little things I miss.
2020-11-23 02:39:18 +0000 UTC
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1. Guess who took the kids to the cabin this weekend ALONE??? Me!!! The 3 hour drive with chronic pain and ptsd, I killed it. Chopping wood and keeping the fire going all weekend, I nailed it. Parenting and adventuring off the grid with no electricity or running water, I crushed it. Hot cocoa over the wood stove included! I’m so proud of myself, and proud of the kiddos for pitching in so much and having good attitudes. I’m going to print and frame the photo I took of them curled up readin...
2020-11-23 02:32:42 +0000 UTC View Post“I can’t!” I squeal, my thighs shaking, I grasp at the headboard.
She looks up at me from between my legs. “You can,” she says calmly, barely taking a break from the good work her mouth is doing.
She loves it when I sit on her face, it’s her favourite thing. She likes to tease me and say I “ride face like a champ”, but what I really like is her steady insistence that she’s not done with me yet. I like the challenge of trying to let her have her favourite thing ...
2020-11-22 15:36:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Longtime tumbl buddies might recognize this bathroom at the mansion from some of our photos. Sometimes that jacuzzi tub is turned into a ball pit for the evening.
The top photo was taken by Doe. It’s Ruby, Me, Mimi, Ms.O, and Doe in the front.
The bottom photo is Scout and Gloria, a dynamic duo, who are recreating the Helmut Newton photo behind them. Recreating art in the mansion is a pastime Gloria really enjoys, and I’m a big fan.
2020-11-22 01:58:52 +0000 UTC
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These are some of the Instax from my personal collection, and some faves!
Sapphic Slumber Party #2, November 2017
The top pic is me with the bearskin rug. It’s an old antique that lives under the couch like this, peeking out at the action. He’s a little worse for wear but he’s charming. Some of you may remember that the owner of the mansion we rent for these events collects antique taxidermy.
2020-11-20 03:53:43 +0000 UTC
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Sapphic Slumber Party #2
November 2017
Elly, Gloria and Ms.O
Photos by Heart
Charcuterie by Gloria
2020-11-18 13:08:13 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s strange when you detonate your life. There’s no plan anymore for what’s next.
Before this year if you’d asked me where I would be in 5, 10, 15 years I would have given you a confident answer. I would have naively believed it was written in stone. Now I know nothing is promised. 2020, hindsight is a mother fucker.
But now I know there’s no definitive answers, now I’m examining all these blue prints and wondering if any of it will still hold. And if I want it to. ...
2020-11-18 01:25:14 +0000 UTC View Post
I think one of my resolutions for 2021 (other than survive) is to get back to creative projects. This year structural issues took a front seat, and I would love it if beauty and aesthetics could drive for a while.
2018 was a year I made beautiful things. Elly was a co-conspirator, muse, model, flower fairy of my dreams. We created so many beautiful things together, driven by our shared desire to capture how it felt. This shot is one of my favourites from a shoot we did for reference ph...
2020-11-17 05:42:01 +0000 UTC View Post