Choosing the next picture to edit :3
Hello my dear Patrons!
Beware :Fanservice incoming XD
My friend Zekuzu cosplay came to my home for the past week end and we improvised this little photoshoot. I wasn't even aware he was reccording the whole thing on his phone , that's why you can see my bum in the forefront times to times XD . When I discovered the video I thought it was really funny and that I should show it to you ^^
And it shows how we manage to do a photoshoot without photographer XD
Sin...
Getting back to life step by step,
Not cosplay life, yet :), soon I hope.



Crazy hair
2018-05-07 18:48:35 +0000 UTC
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I'm going to make several posts with differents pictures because I have a lot that I didn't post yet.
! Hello my dear Patrons ! A picture just to say I updated my Patreon homepage status. Nothing really new concerning this account but some good news anyway !
I'm slowly being back from the land of the deads !
See you soon and thank you for still being here to help ! <3
Clef
Hello my dear patrons !
Because I feel a little bit better, I wanted to share some pictures with you.
I'm also hesitating about doing a live to answer your questions or just to say thank you. But I'm not sure my nervous system will handle it especially in English. Maybe should I try first posting some videos on instagram ? Just for practice. Videos always impress me. But now that I feel a little bit better I want to make this Patreon more alive.
Sadly I can't pos...
Hello my dear Patrons !!
Sorry, the pic has nothing to do with the content of the post, I just needed an image ^^,,,
It seems internet is back tonight so I'm jumping at the chance.
I wanted to make another health update because I've got some good news !
Starting with the not so good ones ; I got the results for my tolerance food test and it says I'm now intolerant to zucchinnis, which has been my main vegetable for one year and a half beca...
I wanted to make a bigger post and send it sooner but I've got no internet on my computer for a couple weeks ( not on my phone obviously) . So it's not as easy to write a long post as it is on my computer. ( Can't put as many pics as I'd like) I just want to let you know I'm still here, still trying new remedies , improving my symptoms even though you can see my very bad days on Instagram. I'm still trying and fighting and all of this because you, people I dont even know and my friends and fami...
2018-04-09 21:46:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello there !
Like you've probably noticed on instagram and Facebook, seeing my friends 10 days ago gave me a pretty nice mental health boost :).
I was seriously starting to get depressed being alone all the time.
Of course, seeing them did not make the disease go away ( too bad!) but it did wonders anyway.
Even though I felt extreme pain on the saturday due to my problem in my right side , it didn't stop us enjoying our time together. When they ...
After posting these few pictures on Instagram I felt like sharing more here with you.
Lately I have been looking at my past with sadness a lot. It's probabely a bad idea but I think everybody in my condition would end up doing the same after a moment.
I feel like I'm grieving. I'm grieving a life that is not mine anymore. And grief is necessary to move forward. Today I don't have the strength to get out of bed , this morning I felt like doing nothing, having non stop dizziness , zero s...
Hello my dear patrons.
January (and february so far) have been tough. Lots of pain and fever.
Last time I updated, I told you about the pain increasing each month in my right flank. ( edit: at first I had written: "left..." I always think left means " right" I don't know why ><) I went to see my french Lyme specialist and then a Gastroenterologist. The first one told me to stop the antibiotics ( but not the rest) as long as we don't find what's causing that pain, ...
English / French
You don't look sick / What do you do of your days ?
Here are two phrases I hear a lot ^^. So I decided to write a little something about it. Because it is entirely true! You wouldn't tell by seeing me for the first time, that I have been fighting for over a little more than 1 year and a half, a debilitating illness. How and why ? (I don't think I have all the answers)
Once again sorry for any spellin...
2018-02-03 18:51:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I posted this pic with a low quality on instagram so here is it in bigger size. I know, it's nothing new but I liked it.
I wonder how I could wear so much things without feeling dizzy. Now that standing up all day and walk is a challenge, it really amazes me how we don't notice how strong we are when everything is okay and how much energy it actually take without us even knowing it. A human body is something extraordinary.
(pic by girls and cosplay)
I'm back being in bed with pain and fever but I've been wanting to post this video for a long time. It shows how I work to make Tinkerbell like wings.
Video is not complete because wings are not finished.
As you can see, I started working on these during the past summer , that is what we can call taking my time... ( Pitchoune is my cosplay assistant)
In the meantime I redid the part with the material from scratch cause the first try wasn't convincing ( remember , loo...
Hello my dear Patrons. it's been a while !
I'm sorry I couldn't' find the strength to post anything here for the past 2 weeks.
Indeed, after christmas , besides my classic body pain I went to tremendous pain in my liver area with fever and 24/24 nausea ; I have been feeling this pain since june 2017 but I guess new year's eve dinner was the final straw for my gallbladder.
If you follow my instagram (www.instagram.com/clefchan), then you probably know everything...
Hello my dear Patrons , I wish you an Happy new Year. May 2018 be filled with joy and health!
I didn't give much news lately an I'm sorry.
I had so many things I wanted to do in december, like getting back on my costumes, drawing a lot (I did 2 star wars related drawing though). I thought my health was improving for real. Just before christmas I had a few days in a row when my body was feeling stronger, I had so much more energy. Aside from my tummy I really thought : ...
Hello my dear Patrons. ( very chatty post down below, so I apologize in advance for any spelling and grammar mistakes)
Why a Sailor Moon related post ? Well , cosplay obviously and also because the past week end, I challenged myself to go to Paris for the first time since I'm very ill ( aside from the times I passed by Paris to go see my doctors and try new treatments in Georgia and Germany)
This time I told myself :" I have to go !" There was a Sailor Moon concert and the birthd...
yes it's what il looks like in reality XD:

From the camera this time .I can't help myself but put disney in a non disney cosplay ^^...sorry ^^( not really)
2017-11-16 00:38:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Just some cell phone pics . I'm still sore everywhere , I couldn't walk properly the day after I took the pictures XD .
2 years later this costume has finally found a way to express itself :3
I hope you will like it ! I know I'm a bit old to be Small Lady, let's say I'm young adult Chibi Usa :)
More to come soon

2017-11-15 17:42:12 +0000 UTC
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I just finished my next photoshoot ! I'm happy because I did! Tomorrow I won't be able to move my body, I know it but I took so many pictures that I don't care ( well for now at least XD) I love them all! lol
Panic attack is on its way, I can feel it, it happens all the time I do something other than just walking or lying down. (It's the adrenal stuff, I can't control it, totally twisted)
But nonetheless I'll be posting cool pictures soon :)
Have a nice day/night
2017-11-13 00:30:12 +0000 UTC
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Hello my dear patrons.
Thank you so much for staying with me despite my patreon page not offering more than a few unpublished pictures and some chattering.
I have this motivation to do things back. I was starting being a bit depressed a month ago but seeing friends in real flesh gave me a boost ( at least mentally) .
And I desperately want to make new photoshoot and easy cosplays ( well yeah because complicated it out of the question with this broken body of mine)
Because I didn't post many so far ?
Can't wait to be able to wear some easy stuff again and make another photoshoot .
XXX
Clef


2017-11-09 21:51:02 +0000 UTC
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Since I have more and you want more ( I don't know, it feels weird to know people want to see pictures of me XD)
Wish me luck, tomorrow I'm going at my friend's house !!! This shouldn't sound like an adventure but... it is! ^^
See you soon !
Happy late Halloween !
Like I said on my instagram (www.instagram.com/clefchan) , during latest Halloween night, all my friends were busy having fun at disneyland or abroad. Since I didn't want to get depressed looking at my facebook all night, I decided to do some easy makeup and take some halloween oriented pictures.
It worked because I didn't feel depressed at all and didn't even consult facebook once of all evening ^^...
The only not cool thing is that on...
I'm still not able to wear any costume and it's sooo frustrating ! But at least I can draw .
My photo background is still set ready in my living room, waiting for me to find a day i'm strong enough to take some pictures ( Tinkerbell costume has been finished for weeks, I'm not even talking about judy from zootopia which has been waiting for me for more than a year ( and obviously the most difficult costume to wear, even if I were feeling really good). I also have a simple love live ...
Like I said previously, This week end I was invited to a themed wedding.
I was really anxious of having to face a dizzy spell coming out of nowhere.
The last time I went to a party was 8 months ago ( last time I was out to go anywhere else other than going to a doctor appointment)
And I had a blast !! First time in a whole full year I'm so happy. I got to forget the pain and the dizziness for a few hours. My old self got a chance to come back to life !
I had the dress...
It was actually exactly 2 years ago. I was happy and it was also one of the rare times in my life I was really healthy ( big health troubles free for almost 2 years). These images were all taken between end of august and october 2015 ( my health started to get really bad toward february 2016 then collapsed end of july)
I miss my friends
I miss conventions
I miss traveling
I miss cosplaying,
I miss that life that has been robbed from me
2017-10-13 20:27:31 +0000 UTC
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Once again I'm surprised to see people pledging despite the fact I can't create much content ( I should say none) Thank you for helping me with my treatments trough your pledge. Since the last time I posted here , days have been very difficult. If you follow me on Instagram then you know I had very tough moments. I didn't have one single day since then thsy I could describe as " not great but okay." I had two of them in July and 1 one August . I'm really starting to wonder if there will be a...
2017-10-08 21:36:18 +0000 UTC View Post
I posted a first picture on www.facebook.com/clefcosplay but I'm going to post more here.
and some selfies
I kinda like it better with tied up hair.

Post wig hair disaster XD

Bonus pic :))
2017-09-01 13:36:08 +0000 UTC
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3 days ago I motivated myself and chose to do a photoshoot despite being not extremely well (I probably should have waited a couple days more).
Then I also decided to record myself while getting ready .
This way you will have an insight on how things are going on for me when I'm well enough to put a costume for a couple hours and also how it goes after taking off the costume. And things are a bit different before and after.
Featured : Pitchoune the cat. :)
Sorry for my ...