the pose is strange....ah...I did enjoy this sketch last week I still do but mostly his face....ah lol! I enjoy the emotions yet he seems to want to suffocate himself....maybe that is the true message lol
2021-01-09 08:24:40 +0000 UTC View Post
As my previous post I am exploring the idea of feeling pain within a dream. Little is known about pain in dreams. Even though it is rare in dreams to feel pain it can still happen. The stimuli in your brain reacts to the fake pain as it would in real life. This would happen during REM sleep.
Sound, Touch, Taste, Sight and Smell is the idea that it comes from your memories and imagination. Lili's dream is meant to feel like her reality so she can never question it. Lili subconsciou...
2021-01-09 08:22:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Despite the difficulty of trying to stay within Lili's dream Jasper refuses to be pushed out. No matter what Lili's subconscious throws at him he would manage to find a way to stay by her side. Lili's dream has the ability to create a false reality, Her subconscious feels if it was able to create a world she has always wanted to be apart of it must create it to be as real as possible this way she would never question her reality. From the sensations of pain, fear, death, hunger, sleep, cold, ...
2021-01-09 08:07:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper is a complicated mess, He cares for Lili but refuses to actually let her know the real him. Jasper wants to have a fresh start and shows Lili the new him! the improved him! He wants to prove he's changed yet he is secretive. What is he hiding from her? I can only say this much, he has hurt her tremendously before she lost herself within her dreams. The last day they saw each other was a day he regrets heavily.
He should of been better, acted better yet he felt he was nothing but ...
2021-01-09 07:44:04 +0000 UTC View Post
If I ever would create a Mecha AU I would make Lili the villain! Ah!!! she is to sweet to be the villain! Im conflicted.
Jasper would be the captain of a spaceship who is seeking for the head of the villain who creates blackholes aka Lili! Do they fall in love? Do they hate each other? who knows!!!!
I am quite serious when I say I'm not a fan of the Mecha Genre but if I can keep drawing Lili in these outfits I might have to reconsider! haha!
I do enjoy her design! and as I s...
2021-01-09 07:18:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I've always been fascinated with Mecha outfits. I don't actually enjoy the Mecha genre but I love the designs on their uniforms. They are tightly fight and simplistic in details to stand out. If I had to choose my favorite Mecha outfits it would be Darling in the Franxx and Asuka from Evangelion. I just love how tight and shiny their outfits are! especially the colors! I wanted to design one for Lili I might go back and try again in the future but so far I'm liking the desig...
2021-01-09 07:12:53 +0000 UTC View Post
LOVE HIM PLEASE
his name was referenced by my friend Hino who let me tell you has amazing ways of coming up with names!
2020-12-07 06:00:30 +0000 UTC View Post
here are three steps to my process of creating Suika, here is a fun fact this is my first drawing of him ever <3 I LOVE HIM!
2020-12-07 05:59:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Suika is a samurai who is constantly grumpy, rude and sly. Not very tall he gets picked on allot and is never taken seriously especially when his name literally makes him less threatening! not even by his own family does he receive any type of respect! if he can prove he can be the most feared samurai maybe he can gain the notoriety he feels he deserves!
2020-12-07 05:57:38 +0000 UTC View Post
So this isn't exclusive work, I won't be posting this illustration in my Instagram anytime soon. Sometimes I like to post some work I have done here on patreon so you all can see the full high res images. This is a new project I'm working on! the plot isn't solid but I do know it about a samurai named Suika Hino. Suika literally means watermelon. Those three beautiful women are his older sisters who are also named after fruits! I wanted to show everyone how beautiful and detail their kimonos ...
2020-12-07 05:54:49 +0000 UTC View Post
I decided that this month I will post some exclusive work as I always do but this time of my art book I created in 2017. my god as my art changed! needless to say I still enjoy this piece. I am very proud of this piece. I should do a redraw one of these days and post it here on Patreon! but this is my first drawing of Benjamin ever! I LOVE IT! if I could change anything I would say less sparkles!
2020-12-07 05:45:57 +0000 UTC View Post
the golden hands are a reference to FMA black hands that reaches out for those who make it to the gate. I enjoy that idea and kept pushing to use it in my own work. the memories look like aquatic creatures don't they? something you would find deep in the ocean floor. a small organism that feeds on others. yet when Lili interacts with them they have a sense of belonging.
2020-12-07 05:34:31 +0000 UTC View Post
the golden hands are Lili's memories that reaches for her. memories that won't let her go, memories that hold large and small significance in her life. yet when they all come together she feels suffocated and alone. Lili can't think or speak all she can do is lose herself within the golden ocean.
2020-12-07 05:31:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper clothing is much more simple! mainly based on England royal guard uniforms. Jasper also wear darker tone clothing not only does it make it easier to blend in but black looks good on anyone! Jasper enters the dream wearing the clothing you see on the post. very simple yet there are small patterns on the chest. The red fur coat is loosely based on the coats worn in GOT golden belts and patterns to show the kingdom he serves under. Ah! I wish there was more information about Jasper ...
2020-12-07 05:27:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I believe I made a post earlier about clothing references within my story. Lili clothing within the story is dwindle down to three.
1. Her clothing is based on Edwardian fashion, normally women do not wear pants within the Edwardian era but the dream world is fantasy based story meaning that though the influences of the Edwardian fashion and etiquette is referenced I have liberty to be creative. Her Edwardian blouse is very simple both in color and patterns as well as the puff ove...
2020-12-07 05:17:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Lili has such long curly hair that I sometimes ask myself how she manages it. I like to think she is able to hold it together with one hairband but if we are honest it probably allot more than one
2020-12-07 04:51:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Benjamin needs more love, he is a villain in the story, one of many. he is narcissistic and a bit of a sadist. Benjamin is the leader of Empire City. Empire City is within the Sun Kingdom so he has no actual power yet he holds influence and that can be enough.
Benji is loved by everyone in EC, the women swoon for him the man fear and envy him and he eats it all up like candy. Benji enjoys the night life! Empire City is based of the 1920's so the music, vibe and fashion is wh...
2020-12-07 04:43:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper and Lili are falling hard for each other but both know if it goes further down that road neither of them will truly be happy. Jasper has to many secrets and Lili is to dependent on him. Neither one are mature enough to make a relationship last yet they both don't care they want to hold one another.
I can't step to into spoiler territory but lets say they both do come to realize that they need to be honest if they ever intend to survive not only the dream but reality as well...
2020-12-07 04:34:37 +0000 UTC View Post
I sometimes like looking at my work from the underline sketch to the coloring. very simple piece yet I enjoy the lighting.
2020-12-07 04:31:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Its fun to draw poses of Leon being well Leon!
Leon is a very impractical villain within the story, he's constantly unintentionally helping Lili trying to escape. When asked about this from his superior he pretends that Lili has enough self awareness to sway him from his purpose. in reality there is a bigger reason why, I can't touch to much on it for spoiler reasons. Leon is charming charismatic and a bit of a sadist. Leon loves to fight and take control what worse is he hates to...
2020-12-07 04:29:08 +0000 UTC View Post
In my AU Lili is constantly flustered with Leon, she has never been in a real loving relationship. Lili doesn't consider what she had with Jake a loving relationship it is what it was and that was just abuse and fear.
Leon was different, it was consensual and open, Leon made her feel important when she didn't ask him to. Lili wish she could tell Leon everything about her fears with Jake yet she keeps it from him. Lili isn't ready and Leon as curious as he is isn't willing to try a...
2020-12-07 04:22:52 +0000 UTC View PostI want to wish all my Patreons a Happy Halloween! I hope everyone being safe! and I'm sorry this pandemic is ruining the halloween fun! I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for being a patron! all tiers matter to me! and I'm just so happy you guys are supporting me and my work! it really baffles me that others believe in me! thank you!
As I mentioned I will be sending patron rewards on the end of every month, I wanted to do mid and yet didn't feel ready to do so especiall...
2020-11-01 05:58:21 +0000 UTC View Post
I really enjoyed making this illustration! it took all of my strength not to post it publicly. I hope you all enjoy it! I really went all out on it! her dress is heavily inspired by Sailormoon!
2020-11-01 05:44:11 +0000 UTC View Post
So I created an illustration this month for my five dollar patrons! while doing so I forgot to close the layer of her hair and I mean! its super beautiful! I really enjoy this sketch! the final result is just beautiful!
2020-11-01 05:37:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Not exclusive work but I wanted to show you all with the high resolution the sketches I made last week because I still love it. I get so giddy looking at them!
2020-11-01 05:33:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper has long hair its beautiful and soft ///UoU///
I tried some hair designs because it only a waste for a character with long hair to not have different style choices. I love FMA and I admit his hair his based on Edward Elric and Link from BOTW. I just love drawing hair its a curse such a huge curse!!!!! I enjoy these designs especially the bun! but I won't be using the braid anytime soon ////UAU///
Which is your favorite?
2020-11-01 05:31:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper has secrets and he willing to go to the grave with them if need be. He will rescue Lili and she will live a happy life once again unknowing of her past. Jasper believes this is the right thing to do...it has to be. Jasper thinks this and thinks that but does he ever wonder what Lili wants? why is he making these decisions for her...doesnt he value her entirely? he does yet he forgets that not everything HAS to be done his way....
Jasper true intentions is to help Lili yet why doe...
2020-11-01 05:27:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper design from 2017-2020
I do not like his smile! ugh!I wish I can go back and redo it. You know when you put old art and new art side by side and you get this feeling of pride that your art improved? yeah that is how I FEEL! Jasper was always a character I enjoy drawing and I'm glad he took over the role as the dream catcher.
I feel bad for never posting him publicly...everyone wants to see Jasper and I just don't feel comfortable showing him yet. I really don't want to confu...
2020-11-01 05:22:48 +0000 UTC View Post