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Just Right (draft one)

Here's the original version of Just Right I posted online, and the first version I sent to my producer in the dropbox! As you can hear I hadn't yet written the chorus I landed on for the song, and was using the bridge as the chorus. I completely forgot I wrote this song on guitar and Seth said it might be nice on ukulele. We had someone come into play ukulele because at that point I didn't know how to play (and honestly it's only been this year I've been able to play to a click). I remember feel...

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Indianapolis Livingroom Show June 3rd

Announcing a secret acoustic show in Indianapolis, IN June 3rd! Tickets for the public go on sale tomorrow at 6pm EST, but tonight for Patreons! Patreons also get 15% off when you use the code imgoodenoughimsmartenough :)

tickets here! 

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Columbus Secret Show June 1st!

Announcing a secret acoustic show in Columbus, OH June 1st! Patreons get an 15% off when you use the code imgoodenoughimsmartenough :)

Tickets here! 


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Acoustic Live Stream

See you at 8pm EST tonight! Get ya requests in here <3

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thank you, everybody

Just feeling so overcome with gratitude in this moment. Thank you for your support and enthusiasm for the new record, it means the world to me. Looking forward to seeing you at the acoustic livestream tomorrow night at 8pm EST https://www.crowdcast.io/e/05ieh0vd

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Thanks for coming to the show!!

If you missed it you can still watch it back. Next show is Wednesday at 8pm EST. See you then! Enter here! 

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May on Patreon Menu!

Happy May! Hope it's going well for you, I'm currently sitting in a local coffeeshop writing out the handwritten lyrics for Make Me A Robot tier. So far it has honestly been suuuuuuch a pleasure. I'm loving putting the care into the handwritten lyrics and polaroids and i can't waaaait for the Acoustic shows and Listening Parties! Anyway please let me know what songs you want to hear at the Acoustic Shows so I can start putting together my setlist tonight, and I'm so excited and nervous to play o...

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Happy Monday!

I'm back in Nashville from a week of shooting in Saint Louis! Had such a wonderful time shooting the first two music videos off Bad Ideas with Isaac White and his team. I was so nervous about my ability to perform, and my faith that it would all come together on such a tiny budget, but truly, I could not be more happy with the footage from both these videos. It's such a pleasure to problem solve with such a passionate team and everything came together so serendipitously.

We were really wanting...

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Acoustic Live Show and Listening Parties!

Thank you so much for your May pledge! I'm working out what will be the best times to stream for everybody (I'm planning to do two of the acoustic shows, and two of the Listening Parties to accommodate different timezones!) Please comment below with what day of the week that works the best for you and what timezone you are in! Sometime next week I'll post what days they'll scheduled for!

PS this picture is from the music video shoot for Crush! We shot all night long Saturday night and it went ...

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sHoOtInG tHe FiRsT MV

Just got back from our all night MV shoot for Crush! I am so tired I want to die lol we shot from 10pm-6am. All my internal dread about not being able to perform was for naught, all the footage looks SO COOL and I'm honestly just so thrilled and grateful. Everyone was asking me leading up to the shoot how I was feeling and the truth was just so nervous, it's just such a short time and such a large investment and it feels so important that it turns out well and yeah!! you guys!! all the footage l...

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behind the scenes of Dream

To celebrate breaking ground on the shooting of the first two music videos off Bad Ideas tomorrow night, I thought I'd post the behind the scenes for Dream! Isaac shot the covers for MTMT and Halloway, as well as the music videos for Dream and Not Over You and soon to be the videos for Crush and Bad Ideas!

At this moment I'm currently trying to stay up as late as I can because tomorrow night we begin shooting after-hours in a grocery store at 10pm, and we'll go till 6am haha. I'm feeling a mix...

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i done miffed it

alright so this video's sort of a mess (just like me right now lol), but basically I've been told that releasing songs early on Patreon could hurt my chances of finding industry interest because (even though they'd only be release for you all!!) that would mean three of the songs of my record would technically count as *released*, and basically industry people want never before heard stuff. ANYWAY super bummed that I shouldn't put them out yet, and also super bummed that I said I'd do a thing an...

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Like You Used To (the first version)

Circa 2013 when I first started writing songs I would upload them unlisted to Youtube and only share them on tumblr! Here was one of the very first songs I wrote, with the first draft of lyrics (before the record version)! I was afraid the person I'd written it about would know it was about him so I changed some details haha. Listen to how undeveloped my voice is. Crazy!

We just hit $6000 on Patreon and I've added a new goal! If we can hit $7000 I will upload three of the original voic...

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WE HIT!! $6000!! THAT'S THREE SONGS FROM THE RECORD FOR NEXT MONTH!

Holy cow!! I'm going live on twitch in 20(ish) minutes to celebrate! This isn't the patroon-only stream (Which will happen next month with more notice). Just an impromptu let's play some music!! Here's the link!! https://www.twitch.tv/tessaviolet

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THIS IS NOT A DRILL, THE THIRD GOAL HAS BEEN REACHED

VINYL!! IT'S HAPPENING!! Because we reached the third goal ($5000), I'll be able to fund the production of a vinyl run for Bad Ideas! I've never done vinyl before and I'm SO EXCITED ABOUT IT. Thank you for all the support everyone!

Vinyl is a long process (first i have to get special vinyl-mastered versions of the songs made), then there's a wait time before production because there's only a few places in town that do it super well and it's usually backed up! SO it will be a handful of months ...

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WE HIT THE SECOND GOAL ($4000)!!

My hair is blown back by all the love today! Before the launch today I'd been feeling so afraid to come back to youtube and to do a fresh start on Patreon (what if no one cared?? what if people thought i was foolish? I'd been away so long?). I was really hoping we could hit $4000 on Patreon, as I had already committed $3500 to marketing alone, just hoping and praying I could find the money somewhere that could make this album what I wanted it to be and take it as far as it could go. I’m so gra...

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WE HIT THE FIRST GOALl!!

what!! the!! heck!!!!!!! I can't express the excitement (and relief) I'm feeling arriving at the first goal ($3000!). Today has been so wonderful, I was nervous about not posting any videos for a year and coming back with a patreon announcement, but the outpouring of love (both financially and through comments online has been overwhelming <3). Thank you for your encouragement so far and I'm S O excited (and nervous!!) about releasing a song here on patreon! I'll be uploading it mid month in M...

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The Halloway B-Sides

Just released the Halloway B-Sides under the $5 tier here on Patreon: all five songs reimagined in a lofi world. I named Halloway after a character in Something Wicked This Way Comes, in the book Halloway has a best friend Nightshade who is the yin to Halloway's Yang. So here it is, the nighttime darker/dreamier version of the same five songs.

Thank you for your support! If you've been here a long time you'll notice I've mostly overhauled all the tiers with new perks to raise money for my upco...

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Halloway B-Sides!

hi all!

I hope you enjoy this never before heard, Halloway B-Sides. It's the whole EP reimagined as lofi productions, I like to think of it as the songs if they'd been produced as Lullabies.

here's the link to download the b-sides of my EP Halloway , which you get royalty-free... meaning you can use this music, totally free, for forever, in whatever way you like - as background music, in student films, youtube videos, dance videos, music videos (basically anything, just...

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four years ago!

Here's a picture of my set list from the first tour I ever did where I was playing my own music. This was before my first record came out, so at this point no one had heard any of my songs! Broken Record, Spend Some Time, and Just Right would show up on Maybe Trapped Mostly Troubled, but the rest of my set I had to fill out with the only couple songs I could play on guitar. I had just started learning earlier that year so I couldn't even play many of the songs I would have liked to (like Sorry I...

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FULL STEAM AHEAD

I'm back in Nashville (and finally back with my one true love: my bed haha). LA was a whirlwind, we got a marketing company on board! (so!! exciting!!!). They'll be the people pitching the songs to spotify to hopefully get some placement on some spotify playlists (which would be a huge deal). I'll also be working with a company that helps youtubers license music for free! (aka my music), so basically, even though I'll be working with some larger companies for distribution, I'll still be able to ...

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When your internal world doesn't match the external (or something).

Today was a strange mix of all really exciting good news and just general heaviness. We had so many meetings today and everyone just seems so genuinely eager and excited to help with the record, it's like all the pieces are falling into place for a successful launch and then somewhere in the middle of it I'm telling myself to not look too hard at it/put too much stock in it. I'm someone who has a heavy bend toward pessimism, I tell myself that if I can imagine and predict all the ways something/...

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Day 8 in LA

I'm in LA this week (and five more days) trying to convince industry people they should invest (energy, money, time) in some capacity in the record. The amount I've learned in the last month about what it takes to gain traction in music has been INSANE. I think it's cause I come from an early Youtube background where, with enough energy, it really felt like you could gain a little momentum, just on the merit of something!

I'm SUPER ENJOYING learning about all the behind the scenes of the music...

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Looking for places to do living room shows!

Host a living room show in your living room!

WELCOME ONE, WELCOME ALL. I’m looking for people to host living room shows in their homes this coming June 23rd - July 3rd!

What does a house show look like? It’s one hour of live acoustic music, hosted in your living room! Imagine people sitting on couches, leaned up against walls, sitting criss cross apple sauce on the floor. People start arriving at 7, music starts at 7:30, ends at 8:30, then I hang out...

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Final day in the studio working on Bad Ideas

unbelievable. I can't believe this was the last day working on the new record. In June of last year I came in to start the process, at the time Seth and I had agreed to about two months. At the time I didn't realize just how SAD I was, truly, I was quite a mess but was pushing all that down HARD. It took us ten months (although granted not working all that time, we'd be in for two months, out for one, back in etc). Seth kept the burnt out bulbs on his desk and in the first month I would touch th...

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Interlude III - Acoustic Download!

Hi hi! Here's the download for the new acoustic song, Interlude III.


https://www.dropbox.com/s/nuzuxktuw92qs6w/Interlude%20III.m4a?dl=0 


<3

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TOUR TOUR TOUR

Hello everybody! Super excited to announce a NEW U.S. TOUR with Secret Midnight Press (Jesse Cale and Ashley Dun) with Give Me Motion opening! This will be my first tour in a year and I am so excited about getting back out on the road. Recording music and touring music are my two favorite parts of what I do and I'm just feeling really grateful I get to do them.

Tickets go on sale TODAY between 10am and noon depending o...

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repeating repeating (the way you say my name)

Right now we're in the process of recording final vocals for most of the project! A typical vocal day is pretty relaxed, it'll be about one half talking/eating/hanging out, one half singing. The way my producer, Seth, and I do vocals is:

first: pick a song! Give it a sing once and see if it feels good to sing today. As much as we can, we want to do fun songs on fun feeling days, and sad songs on sad feeling days. We're listening to see if it feels like the "right" day for that song, or if we s...

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Where I been

Hello, everybody!

It has been a SEASON for me. I spent the summer working on a new record which right now is slated to come out in 2018. (when? can't tell ya yet. (because I don't know yet)). We're in the twilight hours of finishing the record, recording final vocals and tweaking little things, and as per usual with any big project, I'm freaking out a little. 

This song, Interlude III, isn't really a fair representation of the record. Like my other projects the new record is a pop r...

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What makes you so special!

eyyyy. idk about you but I struggle with the idea of "what makes me so special?" or like "who am I to think I could achieve my dreams?" Here's my thoughts on that!

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