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When I was doing research on VA's who work in this field I was not at all surprised to find out most folks didn't write or type out scripts.  It's good form to let the mic capture that spontaneity.  The mapping/outline method is great way to ensure you keep telling true lies instead of phony ones.  Plus, sometimes the story will surprise you with where it goes [*cough* Anniversary Gift *cough*]

Add one part memory, two parts gravel, and three parts of genuine connection (...

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Oh, yup - okay. I get it now. Wow.

In order to hunt the deer, one must become the deer.  See the world through the eyes of the doe.  Listen with the ears of the hind.  I've studied the other poachers.  Great techniques, all around.  But I've yet to try and live a fawny life myself.

Let's try:

Girl in Dungarees - "I'll Stay in Bed" [before hopping on the bus home]

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oh.  fuck.  

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"Your Move"

will likely be the title of tomorrow's Quinn Drop but seeing as I will be at the dentist when it goes live [and I am not very sleepy] may as well post this early. 

I say "likely" because the titles and tags and teasers are but suggestions to the capable Quinnployees [my insistence - not theirs].  Let the professionals do their thing, says I.

Spoilers [???] below - you've been warned

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This one [like all the others so far] is an...

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Anonymity

I like to listen.  I tend to believe that people [at least people who know themselves well enough to seek out audio porn and somehow create a supportive wholesome fan base around it without being creepy] know what they want.  There is one thing, however, you don't want whether you know it or not.

You don't *actually* want to see what I look like.  You really, really don't.  Nor do I want you to.  Possibly ever.  Probably, in fact. 

I've been fat,...

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Daylight - Save Us!

I've had some pretty good beer with some pretty good friends.

Oh, I mean tonight. The beer and the friends. I've had both before. Sometimes together. Sometimes separate. Tonight it was both. One new face, however. Several red flags, but she's easy enough to ignore. Chat chat chat...

"Oh so you like make women like horny n shit"

You are off to a bad start. No. They call them audios. I was a little weirded out at first but it's rewarding and fun. I think as long...

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Mrs. S

Two things that keep happening.

1/one/won - I set out to make longer audios and keep finishing early (ba-dum CHA!!)

B/2/Secondly - I go in with one in mind and out pops another

The first one on said list is coming along.  The second, however, is my privilege. 

There's a training module for an old client - 54 slides of the driest, vanilla corporate jargon you've ever heard.  Anyway, you go here and I'll go there and then we'll meet up when I'm on the trai...

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Sonnet XXX

The morning fog obscures all clarity.

Meandering, my hands reach out to you.

The truth of touch is all the verity

I need to breathe and start my day anew.


Kiss me like ideas start to spread.

Kiss me like a root absorbs the dirt.

Fuck me hard like laugher mocks the dead.

Love me so reality will hurt.


If devils stop my heart while we do pray,

I will burn smiling thinking of today.

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Just Another Day (No Smoking)

same drop w/ no smoking 

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Just Another Day (Quiet Music)

same drop w/ quieter music

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Just Another Day (Patreon Exclusive)

[average day] [weed] [ASMR] [take a nap] [BFE] [no script] [sleepy]

This is based [almost exactly] on one my favorite days with a past lover.  Language is a little less flowery.  I really just focused on feeling [you] in this one.  It was... very nice :)

Busy stretch ahead with [non-sexy] actor stuff.  Will hopefully get that Quinn drop in time, but if not - here's this.  

Genuinely moved by the honesty and vulnerability y'all have shown - gunna ba...

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Question for you

What do you 

[specifically you]

like about being dominated/worshipped?

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Sunday Espresso Ramble - "River" [Patreon exclusive]

[vulnerable] [true ramble] [mostly sfw]

Many minds before mine have mused on making confessions to strangers and the warmth and ease that seems to always go with it.  One of the reasons I took up this mangy moniker.

It *hurts* just a bit not to have edited this but hey - authenticity, right?  

[sometimes your mind says "shotgun" looking cup instead of "shot glass" for example]

The Lavazza was real good this morning.  It's really quite lovely out.  ...

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March

On Quinn

-more poetic worships

-more dirty doms

-more story based scenes

For Y'all

-sleep aids

-sfw audios

-more erotic scribbly dibblies & [written] stories

-post interactions

let me know your other hopes & dreams <3

[Feel free to DM about commissions] 

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'Welcome Note' for y'all who came early [lol punz]

Welcome to my office. Please, make yourself comfortable.

I'm drRapture. I make [erotic] audios. I've been a full time artist for some time now, but this is a relatively new venture for me so we're figuring things out together. [and what fun we're having]

It sounds silly, but all this stuff is for you. You're a patron now. An artist needs patrons. Or else it's just masturbation. Well... some of this art is.... let me start over.

I am not a doctor/therapist/guru but I do want ...

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"Your Highness"

[praise] [religious experience] [sacrifice] [goddess] [queen] [unworthy] [unshaved] [worship]


when I saw that Quinn added the [sacrificial] tag I thought that was a little misleading.  A bit too strong of a word for that audio, IMO

And then I thought... what would an audio sound like that really was [sacrificial]?

I also wanted to venture into accents sooner or later to see if there's any milage there.  I do *a lot* of dialect work as my human familiar. ...

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OMG - Marian Hill

Agents are keeping me busy this week so I wanted to drop a link to my current favorite song that even makes *me* feel like a sexy empowered woman.

Should still be a Quinn drop Friday that'll make its way here a bit early.  I am interested in this "loving-dom" thing we stumbled upon for The Anniversary Gift.  Been playing with an idea since I landed on this pseudonym (we'll get to that origin story in good time) and rereading the comments from here helped me shape it.

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Neighbors to Lovers inspo

This one actually happened to my best friend.  I need to give him a name because he'll come up in stories a lot.  We'll go with... Flynn.  He'd like that.  

At the time, Flynn and I were on year 8 or 9 of living together.  I think at that point we could have been common law husbands.  We still text almost daily.  Flynn is better looking than I am, but I have a higher charisma score.  Together we're quite the team.

Wren had just moved in. &nb...

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Advance Quinn Drop - "The Gift"

[BFE] [Inspired by literature] [sweet then filthy] [*dirty* talk] [spit] [light dom]

Hey remember when I said this one would be sweet and the next one would be dirty?
Weeeeellll maybe this one is both :) 

I really wanted to play with the juxtaposition of a healthy, lovey-dovey couple getting gritty and fucking nasty with each other.  Something so hot to me about loving and caring for the same person whose mouth you want to spit in (also I wanted an excuse to use the w...

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Next literary drop

Good morning beautiful patients :)

(I am 100% not a real doctor nor have I played one on TV)

Big recording day ahead for the first of what's hopefully a new series of steamy literary adaptations.  Y'all inspired me once again.  Thing is, I can't pick which one to make after tomorrow's drop!  Help a fella out?  Both will get made but it's just a matter of which to tackle first.  I'm stuck between Pride & Prejudice and Cyrano.

Oh...

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kink-key

"Is it a kink?"
someone asked me

no, no no no.  nah.

Fat?  Not a kink.  But what's not to like?

Thin?  Not a kink.  But what's not to like?

Suffocate me with your ass like the groveling little bitch I am?

Not a... oh... wait, yeah.  Yeah, there it is.

One more kink, btw (by the way) ifdmmss (if you don't mind me saying so) pfmwffmgldfadalmhlfldblammcbmmeiahmwiriy

(please fuck me with feeling fuck me gentle like dayligh...

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Women in Clothes - Various Authors

Has anyone ever read the book Women in Clothes?   I'll paste the *massive* link at the bottom of the post just so you can see the cover & main authors.

I always tried to be a good feminist.  There didn't seem to be too many in my neighborhood and that always.... confused me?  My parents did a good job and certain works of art really helped (lookin' at you, Pride & Prejudice).  I absolutely got a few things backwards (lookin' at you Don Juan) but I am ve...

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My Venus II - 3 A.M. Aftercare

not my dumb ass just now realizing I should probably put my Quinn material *also* on my  Patreon :)


next time I'll try and drop the non-exclusives in advance of Quinn.  To be fair -  I was planning on doing this one next month but was inspired last night and just finished the edits this morning. 

thx y'all <3

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"Thank You"

[meta] [grateful] [oral] [smoking] [ramble] [worship] [no penetration]

was going to save the exlcusive audios until next month but what the hell.  y'all have been real cool :)

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Home Sweet Home inspo

Airports are fun like that.  They sort of break the rules with their moving climax (make your own joke).  There’s the ‘inciting incident’ when we arrive at the terminal.  The ‘rising action’ as the plane, well… you get it.  The ‘denouement’ of descent.  The ‘resolution’ of parking at your new-temporary-final destination.  But the climax revolves around others.  It’s the kiss goodbye.  The hug hello. The eye contact mid-flight with ...

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"My Venus" inspo // reaction

Do I think everyone is beautiful all the time?

don't be silly.

but do me a favor

next time you're with someone you care about

ask them about the thing they love

(that one fandom/comic/game/painting/movie)

and watch their face as they gush

and tell me that person isn't beautiful

(liar)

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It's funny - I never felt good in my body until recently and no...

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How we got here // High Charisma Inspo

I had just made a bold career move that did not pay off.  I was proud of going for it, but it always hurts to swing and miss.  Voiceover work was going well but I was craving the next thing.  Life’s all good and fine as long as I can level up and things had been just a bit stagnant since we had that little cough going around a few years back.  2024 was off to a rough one.  Damn.  Time to lick my wounds and regroup.  I chose this insane career - that’s no...

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inspired by you

you flatter me 

(it's okay - I like it)

and so reading the words of strangers

a little wall of vulnerable messages 

(allegedly - but what isn't?)

makes me swell with... pride?

(probably)


the secret is simple

you don't need me

you include me

you've always deserved to be met with reverence

touched with love

fucked like thunder

(hold my hand)

wet like a river pounding pressure on a rock

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