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The Dark Side of Comfort Audios

Trigger Warning maybe? 

Comfort audios are really great sometimes. Sometimes you just need to hear that someone cares about you, that things are going to be okay, or just someone talking to you. 

Personally, I get panic attacks sometimes and panic attack comfort audios can help me. And it works most of the time. It does calm me down. But it's only for ten minutes. 

Am I the only one who feels a deep sense of loneliness at the end of comfort audios? 

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Supervillain Finds out Hero is a Neko Script

This was my second video to really blow up. And I was super happy about it! I loved the script, I loved recording it. I felt so comfortable with the character, so happy with all the wonderful comments I got on it. It was the start to my series, which is ongoing at this point! I love supervillains and I love Nekos. Even the most cringe-worthy of Neko audios have a near and dear place in my heart. Especially the ones where the listener is the Neko. There's a softness to them, a gentleness with ...

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My Writing Journey

I began writing my first book at age 7. Don't worry, I'll spare you the years of trial and error, grammar classes, and drafts. 

I published my first book at sixteen. Holding the physical book in my hands was one of the greatest days of my life. As of this date, I have three books published. One of these days I'll reveal my name and my books. Not today, though.

Let's skip to now. I have a ghostwriting job. It's what I do as a side job. I'm always working on something, and ghos...

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Kidnapping Your Yandere Stalker Script

I HATE YANDERE AUDIOS SO MUCH. Seriously, I heard one and cried for like an hour. I know most people like them but seriously. I can't stand them. Could be from childhood trauma but I can't handle the idea of being tied up by someone who claims to love me. Anyway, I was sick and tired of being kidnapped so I kidnapped them. How the turntables... 

Enjoy the script 😊 

Kidnapping Your Yandere Stalker bc They're Annoying [F4A] [Reverse Kidnapping] ASMR Roleplay

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Top Ten Movies Topi and I Love

I'm a member of a great many fandoms (too many... too many...) I very much enjoy a good movie. Topi tends to get bored and try to eat things during a movie. She's picky. 

Anyway, here is my top movies list. (In no particular order, I can't label them best to worst, they're all awesome. These are just my favs) 

1. Dune. Love the book, love Zendaya, love Timothee Chalamette, the CGI and score was a literal masterpiece, need I say more? 

2. Avatar. A true science...

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Bonding with Your Queen (Early Audio)

I've been sick and only recently got my voice back so if my voice is weaker than usual sorry πŸ˜… Going to upload this to the main YouTube channel tomorrow because I'm a little behind. But don't worry, lots more early videos coming that will be much earlier than a day. 

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Soft Boy Protection Squad Script

This script I really liked. I'm in a ton of fandoms and every one seems to have a softy who just needs love and protection and to be hidden away from the world and nurtured. So I wrote in my favorite fandoms. I was hoping I'd find people like me who wanted to protect the small boys of the fandom universe. The video didn't get many views and might have been too strange for some people. But I have hope. I'll find my people eventually. 

Enjoy the script. 

Soft Boy Protectio...

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Why I don't make Comfort or SO Audios

No One:

Literally No One:

Me: So here's why I don't make comfort audios or SO Audios... πŸ˜…

Anyway! I listen to a lot of comfort audios and SO (Significant Other like girlfriend/boyfriend) audios myself and I really enjoy them, so why don't I make them?

I tread lightly when it comes to the kinds of videos I make. I keep it relatively light, funny, and upbeat because anything more serious makes me uncomfortable. You know how you cringe when you hear your own voice reco...

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Meeting a Ghost in Your House Script

I'd just listened to a ghost x human ASMR that got me salty. It was too serious, too... I don't know, just meh. So, I rewrote it until I was happy with it. I liked the thumbnail I made for this one, too. 

Anyway, here's the script. 

Meeting the Ghost in Your House [F4A] [] ASMR Roleplay

Sounds needed: creepy old house sounds, tv sounds?

The year is 2030 and you just moved into a new house. You thought buying an old house would be interesting and, after all, i...

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Things I Never Say on my YouTube Channel

There are a couple things I never say on my YouTube channel. Here’s what they are, and why I don’t say them!

Disclamer: Please don't take this the wrong way. I'm not attacking creators who say these things, or attacking people who do these things. I'm merely writing my personal opinion and preference on saying the following things in my videos. Without further ado, here you go. 

  1. Please Subscribe. I think that if people want to subscribe, they will. If they like the ...

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Meeting a Stranger to Feed Script

This was my first video to really blow up and get popular. I was proud of the script. I wrote a lot of myself into the character of Roxy. I love the name Roxane. 

I was also kind of fed up with the vampire story where the listener is helpless and the vampire is all dominant and sexy. Like bleh. I like my story. Both sides are happy, content... it's a peaceful, chill exchange. I was proud of it. People seemed to like it. 

Anyway, hope you enjoy. :) 

Meeting a S...

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Trying to do some Script Writing but Topi Needs Pets

I have two different documents for my scripts, one for scripts I haven't recorded yet and one for the ones I've recorded and uploaded. It helps me keep everything organized and it's nice to not have to scroll through a bunch of old scripts to get to the new stuff. 

In my 'haven't recorded scripts' file, I have a list of ideas at the beginning. I get those ideas from comments, people's ideas on discord, and ideas I get from listening to other ASMR roleplay. Most of the time I don't ...

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In a Barn at the End of the World Script

I wrote this script on a day I felt lonely. I think it would be peaceful at the end of it all, to have just one person to talk to. I think it would be better if it was a stranger. No crying, no memories, no tearful goodbyes. Just two people facing death. 

Originally it was called something different. You can see the title below. It was the first script I had a friend of mine voice. She's into theater and acting and when she heard about my channel she wanted to try. 

Anyw...

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Talking with your Sassy Shadow Script (Unused)

This is a script I never published. I had a friend record it, Ameba, and I tried to make the recording work, but I ended up deleting it. I even tried rerecording it myself. It just didn't work. I cringed so hard editing it that I physically could not finish the editing and post it. It was too serious. But who knows, if you guys like the script, maybe I'll try it again one day. Tell me what you think. Cringe, or no?

Talking with Your Sassy Shadow: [F4A] [Injuries/Fainting] [Heartbreak] A...

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My First Livestream Experience

I refuse to say 'story time' so this isn't a storytime. I'm not one of those Youtubers. This is merely my experience. 

I wanted to try live-streaming for a while. I thought it looked like fun. But I didn't want to stream video games or things like that, merely because I am horrible at video games, and watching me fail at a video game would not be fun to watch πŸ˜… I thought watching me do art or scrapbooking, things like that, would be more fun. So, I asked for and got a tripod for...

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Waking up in Group X Maze Script

I am a ginormous fan of the Maze Runner series. I would say books > movies, but the movies have Thomas Brodie-Sangster, Dylan O'Brien and Will Poulter, so really, it's impossible to choose. 

I wanted more than anything to spend just a couple minutes in the Glade. I still do. If I could go anywhere, any fictional universe,  I'd go there. Even if I died, which I probably would knowing how slowly I run, I'd go there. So, I wrote this script to be there, even if just for a litt...

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I Love Discord (An Appreciation Post)

I started my channel's discord as a way of connecting with people. I love love LOVE reading over comments and getting ideas from people, and I wanted more of that. 

I knew very little about discord when I started. I had an account to chat with a couple friends, but that was it. I didn't know how to make channels, I didn't understand bots, nothing. So, with the help of a couple how-to YouTube videos and articles, I built it. 

I was very quickly overwhelmed. There are a to...

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Behind the Scenes Part 1

I just started talking to myself as I got ready to record today, so I thought I'd record a little behind the scenes stuff. :) Here's a tiny look at what goes on as I sit down to record! And I added some cute animal videos so that's always fun. I'll do more of these about the editing process and writing, so this might be a little out of order. Still, hope you enjoy. :) 

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One of the Greatest Days Ever

I'm so happy right now. I uploaded a video a little while about about my thoughts on ASMR Roleplay. Just general things I've noticed and jotted down. I've been obsessed with roleplay for a while so coming up with some things to talk about was easy and fun. 

In the video description, I tagged some of my personal favorite ASMR roleplay creators. I've been listening to these channels for literally like a year now and just love them. They have strengths and weaknesses of course, and I ...

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Meeting a Mortal Script

This is for my Patreon-only video. I recorded this as one of the very first videos I ever made. I couldn't decide whether or not it was too cringey to post. So, I posted it on here. What do you think. Cringe? 

A part of me likes it. A part of me found it deeply relaxing to edit. But another part of me thinks I shouldn't take myself too seriously. I'm just not sure. But I liked the script in theory, at least. 

Also, we need more god/goddess listener ASMR. I like being pow...

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Meeting a Mortal - PATREON ONLY AUDIO

You waited for her, and she came.

It's a different kind of audio. More serious, more... lonely, I guess? I'm not sure if it's cringe so I didn't want to put it on Youtube. Not right now, at least. Maybe I will when I get more comfortable with this serious side of me. 

I've tried serious scripts before and they never work for me. Not yet, anyway. I tend to hide behind comedy and light-hearted scripts. Maybe because irl I'm a serious person, and I can't stand to hear who I real...

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First Script I Ever Wrote

This was my very first script, the first one I recorded, and the first one I uploaded. It was kinda cringy but I had to start somewhere :) Anyway, enjoy. 

Talking with a Tired Soldier around a Fire at the End of the World: [F4A] [Personal Questions] [Rain] [Fire] ASMR Soldier Roleplay

Sounds needed: Fire, Rain, Thunder

"Hey, you good? Idk you... passed out on me for a minute there.

Pause

No, don't worry about it, I mean. We're all tired. There's two...

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We picked you flowers :)

Hello and welcome to my patreon! We picked you some flowers to celebrate!

This is my dog Topi when she was a puppy. Her full name is Utopia Planitia, named after the Starfleet yards from Star Trek. (Yes, I'm a Trekkie) She's a Bernese Mountain Dog and the love of my life. This photo was taken a couple weeks after we took her home. She's gotten a bigger since then. 

She'll be around my posts a lot. Because she's a very good girl and I know you'll love seeing her. 

T...

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Details about Tier Benefits and Q&A (please read)

Hello there! Thank you for checking out my Patreon! Here is a little list explaining the details behind the tier benefits.

THE BASICS

The basics are included in every tier except for the liminal tier, which just has early videos and Patreon only videos.

- Patreon Exclusive Videos: Videos I only post on Patreon. I probably won't post very many of these, since I like to share what I create with everyone for free. But if there ...

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