damianojeda

ljúshtaeshrhendlhë jecan glézma in hadlhaj & english

my least favorite part about what I do is hand writing the lyrics for trhä physical releases. it's literally so fucking tedious and when it's a song this long it takes forever. the good thing is that the more I do it the more fluent I get in actually writing hadlhaj and I can write it a lot faster because I've memorized the characters and I end up writing the words more naturally and less robotic  (like i mentioned in the lesson video hadlhaj has at leasy 178 characters [that's still in...

rpg'97 first demo

my hardcore band released our first demo. we recorded this in october. this is half of the songs we had written for our first show, the second half of the songs will be released maybe in january. we hope to record them all (plus a few more) in the studio and release a full album (witch better sound lol) although you all know I love lo fi. in this band I play guitar and sing on some songs.

the first song was written by my other guitarist theo. I didn't play any guitar on it because I wa...

learn hadlhaj with Thét Älëf #1

professor damian kicking off the the semester with a brand new curriculum

sadness - 2010 flowers

you might notice this song sounds like it belongs on atna and that's because the acoustic guitar was recorded in 2018 (around the same time as daydreaming and hope you never forget). I forgot about this completely until I was looking through all my files for the unused music compilation. https://damianantonojeda.bandcamp.com/track/gminor-sadness-december-21-2018-2. this song ...

sadness - details in numbercolor

I'm having a hard time coming up with a title for this song. if before its official release I don't think of anything else it will just have to be this. this is going on a split album along with my song "histrionic and granted" which I shared here a while ago.

the song is built off of a beat I made in 2017 for my band east avenue at the time, and beyond an instrumental demo nothing was ever made of the song (except for this video 2022-11-01 16:19:33 +0000 UTC View Post

discord

https://discord.gg/nN7bZx4p this discord is about sadness and damian related topics (i didn't make it). come join (i just did recently)

patreon exclusive Q/A # 2

ask me anything and everything at all times at once always. I love questions

UpdAte

I've been away from home for a while but I came back recently. didn't work on anything while I was away and now I have returned to being  very busy. before I left we started recording our first demo for my hardcore band rpg'97. it would be done by now but when I tried to record vocals yesterday I absolutely destroyed my voice and wasn't able to finish. hopefully I'll be able to finish that soon. the demo is 5 songs and we still have 5 other songs to record for a different demo. we're als...

trhä - endlhëdeënaj

there's a lot I could say about this song but I don't have time. my plane leaves in a few hours. this is going to be on the same album as the last 2 trhä songs I shared. when I have more time another day I'll talk more about this. round of applaus to my gf who helped me sing this

trhä - endlhënven

this morning I recorded (and finished) vocals on two new trhä songs, made a lot of progress on a sadness song vocally, and did guest voacls on a track by a finnish band (will post about when it's out). this is one of the trhä songs. this song and the last song I shared are on the same album and I think I'm going to call it endlhëdëhaj qáshmëna ëlh vim innivte. (steeping in beautiful orangemagic). endlhënven means orange winter and it's about the beautiful magical winter essence found ...

trhä - taj tu dëhajdsëja bë

I actually finished this weeks ago but I didn't share it because I wasn't sure if I wanted to add vocals. probably not going to end up doing that, and even if I do I guess you can still listen to this version. I'm going on a trip for two weeks so in that time I won't be able to work on music or anything but I'll be open to answering questions on more Q/As and I'll take requests for publishing lyrics/song backstories/deep dives.

if you know my discography well you'll recognize this son...

rpg'97

last night was our first show. saw one of you there so that was super cool. if i find videos people took i'll share them here

liminal dream 2016 songs actually talking about them

https://liminaldream.bandcamp.com/album/unreleased-demo-2016 when i posted this I dind't feel like actually talking about it. as the title suggests these songs are from 2016 and previously unreleased. at the time I would've wanted them to have vocals but I never did that for some reason, so I consider them unfinished, but thinking of them as instrumental tracks they are complete enough to wher...

patreon exclusive Q/A # 1

ask me anything (really anything). i would make a video but that has proven to take way too much time

liminal dream 2016 songs

I've been remastering a lot but I Haven't posted about it because I don't feel like it. I could talk a lot about these ssongs too but I'll probably do it at another time. now is not a good time

rpg'97 first show

my hardcore band is playing our first show at the end of this month. we're called rpg'97. it's hardcore , emocore, and melodic power violence. we're based in mexico city. i think in october we're gonna start recording demos to put out

how did you discover me?

how did you discover my music? tell your stories (the  more details the better)

all the remasters I've been working on

since my last post I've been very busy with remastering but I haven't posted about it because I didn't feel like it. also if there's an album of mine you would like a deep dive post about, comment and i'll be happy to talk in great detail about the music
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"Left alone... 'Einsam und Verloren"

this is the second left alone album made in april 2015. most of it is in german. the title means "alone and lost". I used to title things in german a lot because I'm in love with...

left alone... - with black branches

https://leftalone12.bandcamp.com/album/with-black-branches-scars-and-wounds-the-painful-memories

remastered this and it's going to spotify. it was very easy to do because the production was already so, so good. probably my best produced album and that's even more impressive since it was from 2015. idk how I did it. the atmosphere is impeccable. the on...

if at one point

IF AT ONE POINT WE AGREED TO MAKE A SPLIT ALBUM TOGETHER, PLEASE REMIND ME IN THE COMMENTS
I'm trying to organize all my tasks and I want to put everything in order I can't rememebr exactly who all was going to do a split with me (I will do a split with anyone) but I know I made agreements a while ago, please remind me

upcoming tapes

my friend at @disheartenmentrecords is going to be releasing these tapes, stay tunes
novej qalhnjënno
tundra
life boxset
somewhere along our memory
greyness of a young despondency
to despair of
hum jolhduc
vat gëlénva
ma heshiva
empty moment

idiôm / diagonal once - lejos

https://idim.bandcamp.com/album/lejos

I remastered this album so I can send it to streaming services. "idiôm" has been inactive for years and I don't plan on bringing it back. it was like my "beats" project. not super interesting. in september 2016 my cousin visited me in oak park from mexico and we made this whole album. his project is Diagonal Once (highly recomended). this is an entirely collaborative eff...

what I'm doing

currently extremely busy.. if you are making a split with me, just know that I am too. as is typical with me I always have a million pending projects at the same time. right now i'm trying to finish things one by one, so it might take a while before I reach the point I can work on all my sadness splits. a part from the sadness splits I have the old songs 2013 demo I need to finish, I also have 2 new trhä albums to finish, I have to work on the layouts for many physical releases for trhä and...

Born an abomination 2012 compilation

https://bornanabomination.bandcamp.com/album/nostalgia-demo

born an abomination was the project I had with my friend tony we started in 2012 after we discovered DSBM and wanted to make some of our own. anyone with ears though will quickly be able to tell that DSBM is hardly what we played at all.. I had an extreme tendency to combine many different influences into something that truly, di...

Nänmëë - Notöna

https://nanmee.bandcamp.com/album/not-n

I remastered this just now so it can go to spotify etc. pure ambient. the word "nänmëë" basically means this trancelike, lucid dreaming state. a feeling I associated with the imagery I tried to capture, things like dreamscapes, vast open landsapes, nighttime. this album literally means "night" (this is a really old version of a language I had been inventing since 2...

Trhä

it's really no secret at all that Trhä is my project. I won't talk in depth about what the songs mean or what the translations are (unless I want to, sometimes, for example I offered a few translations on bandcamp, if I do more I will post them here first on patreon. [https://trha.bandcamp.com/community?sid=873917&st=sm 2022-08-30 16:30:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Nänmëë - Kághtamu

nänmëë is a project of mine I haven't talked about. it's basically my purely ambient project. I just did a little remaster of the latest album that came out in 2018 so it's going up to spotify now.

https://nanmee.bandcamp.com/album/k-ghtamu

I released this in 2018 but I made the songs a year earlier in  2017
I do not know what the titles mean. they came straight from my subconcious
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evocative atmosphere

https://evocativeatmosphere.bandcamp.com/

in september 2012, just as always happens in september (at least before global warming ruined the true essence of the 4 seasons) there was a very specific day that marks the start of autumn. and I don't mean the autumnal equinox, but there always is one day when you go outside in the  morning and you can feel it in the air that autumn is truly comin...

aevilian

https://aevilian.bandcamp.com/album/wandering-the-canyons

these songs are going up to spotify as we speak. these are some of the earliest songs I released on the internet. I made all of them in august 2012, shortly after I started to seriously record songs and upload them to the internet. I called the album "wandering the canyons" because I felt like where I was in my life, compared to my ...

ser - in fade of memories

https://sermusic.bandcamp.com/album/in-fade-of-memories

I remastered this recently and it's going ot be pressed on vinyl but I'm also uploading it to streaming platforms (if you read my last post I said that I'm going to release EVERYTHING I've ever done onto spotify)

there is literally so much I could possibly say about this album. no album has ever been this personal. this is the de...