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QA5 (pt 1)

My phone died but if I wait to record again it'll be a year, so I figured I'd do parts for this one <3 feel free to leave your questions below on this post to be added to the next video! try to limit to one question plz :) those little screenshots kill me :D no drama, no gossip! ahh welcome everyone new to our QAs!

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Why am I tempted to make a Tumblr

I’ve literally never had one which is crazy bc I have had so many other random social media sites. I can’t even remember the name of so many of them wow. Anyway do people use tumblr? What generation was that really?

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1st open QA…

Hey squad

Let’s Q&A 😅

No drama 💕

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ATTENTION EVERYONE:

TLDR;

everyone in the upper tiers, drop to the $1.99 tier. All exclusive content will be under that one tier. More free content to come for free members <3

LOVE U!

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1.19.24 This Is What It’s All About

I’ve arrived.

Of course I still have ambitions and dreams for the future. There’s so many possibilities and opportunities. Sometimes I get overwhelmed by the ideas, the directions I could take. Sometimes it feels like there’s not enough time to do it all-

As I spend hours a day watching YouTube.

But honestly, I cut myself some slack on that too. I still get into my little binge cycles where I’m just watching to numb or distract myself- to procrastinate, really.

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band name

Do you guys like Gabbie Hanna & The Frontmen or Gabbie Hanna & The Fanboys better?

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QA4

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2.8.24 My 33rd Birthday

My 33rd birthday was pretty wonderful. Mundane and wonderful. This was my first birthday at home since high school.

I woke up late and took my time starting my day. My friend sent me a fruit bouquet which is gonna do it for me EVERY time.

Then my neighbor took me to lunch. She also cross stitched me this incredible dandelion. She used sparkly thread and pastels. It’s kind of perfect and spectacular. She said it took her 2 weeks. Can you believe that? That someone took two weeks ...

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The Bully & The Bullied

outtake from my GRWM <3

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1.18.24 Seasons Change


I can’t tell if having seasons makes time feel faster or slower. It’s definitely a definitive marker.

It’s snowy. VERY snowy. This is the first time I’ve seen real snow in a decade. We’re supposed to get 6 inches tonight. It’s already pretty snowy out there.

My car keeps getting stuck in my driveway. The other day my sister and her husband were behind me and I almost slid into them. BUT, they were there to push my car into the garage. So that was very cool.

M...

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QA4

this is on 5% upload for a minute now so I'm gonna leave it here. When it's processed you'll be able to see it. I just don't want to forget to post it lol

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1.16.24 Alone, Not Lonely

I had a pretty specific vision of what it would be like to move back home. I think I was expecting people to want to be around me more, because I wanted to be around them more.

What I came to realize is while I was gone for 9 years, everyone else was still here. Me, coming back, eager to make up for lost time, doesn’t translate the same for them.

At least that’s what I’ll continue to remind myself to keep the crazies from creeping in 😛

No, really, it’s actually co...

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Writing "Take It Easy"

This song has not yet been produced :D but it is fully written

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Livestream

There’s a few people who recently dropped tiers that I’m gonna send a DM to with a link. If you’re one of those people comment here so I can check your info!


Let’s say like 7pm EST tonight? If I’m not there right away I’m just trying to figure out a link or somethin lol


After August I’m gonna work on a schedule for livestreams and shipping orders. In my professional and responsible era.

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12.26.23 [Internet] Connection

I realized today that when I find myself mindlessly scrolling, jumping from app to app to see if anyone messaged me, I’m looking for connection. It’s not JUST a distraction from tasks. I use social media when I’m feeling lonely and/or rejected. It’s a distraction from loneliness.

This piece of information is a powerful tool for me.

Ironically, I find myself binging on social media- distracting myself from loneliness- after being in large group settings. 

I’ve ...

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12.21.23 Thank You

I remembered the pain today. The days, weeks, months I had to lay on the bathroom floor because I was too weak to stand. The days I wouldn’t have left bed if it weren’t for Freddie and Radio crying for me to get up and feed them. I remembered the day I called the suicide hotline. I thought of every sleepless night and empty sob. I remembered screaming so hard into pillows that I sprained my chest and dislocated my collar bones. I remembered catching my reflection after days of avoiding th...

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“Reach out if you need help! Suicide Hotline:”

Everyone is all about the importance of reaching out, and very few are there to answer the call when someone does.

“Reaching out” doesn’t necessarily mean telling someone, “I’m depressed” or “I’m anxious” or “I’m feeling really alone” or “I want to blow my brains out.”

“Reaching out,” more often than not, looks like, “Can we hang out soon?” It looks like, “You should come over!” It looks like double-texting, triple texting, quadruple texting...

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I've Never Been In Love <|3

YET!

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8.18.23 Ceiling Fan

There’s that whole idea of “other people’s problems don’t diminish your own.” It’s used, usually, when a person in a privileged position (of which is a very wide spectrum on its own) is encouraged to complain. Because someone will always have it worse, right? Just because someone else has it worse, doesn’t mean we can’t also be hurt, right?

That’s true. But, also, shut up.I say this as someone who could take gold in the First World Olympics. Shut up! <3 Shh <33 S...

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6.26.23 The Great

I need to wash my face, first and foremost.

Maybe I’ll do my makeup today.

I started my day with coffee—

We all make our mistakes.

Or maybe that’s not a mistake at all,

Maybe I’m too hard on myself. 

Religious OCD-

I hope I remember this time.

God is joy, forgiveness, Love.

He already loves me as much as He ever will.

He already decided what blessings He would bestow on me.

He’s already forgiven my trespasses; pr...

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Today's Video

This was one of the first videos I filmed when I started making content again. I was planning on posting this today, but watching it back I feel so corny lol. I wrote a script to keep myself on track but it SOUNDS like I'm reading a script. I can't decide if I should post it or not. Thoughts? I feel like I should just do it but I'm cringing lol

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6.26.23 It’s Getting Old

A theme in my life, but especially in business, and especially in entertainment: Days, weeks, months, YEARS of disrespect. When I finally respond with force-

You know how it goes.

I just emailed these people I’m locked into a contract with for the fourth time. Ignored the first three. Just no response, at all. For months. Finally, I say-

“If you don’t see this email, I’ll reach out on social media. That seems to be the only way I can get a response.”

The VERY...

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Wish We Never Met dance video, if you can call it that?

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7.25.23 Unto Death!

I’ve been thinking about what it means to be “faithful” to God

That’s the message I’ve been getting lately- to remain faithful. I think to myself, I trust God! I believe in God. I talk to God. I surrender to God. I have faith in God. So, is that what it is to be faithful?

We’re told to have faith, faith being the noun. But we’re also told to BE faithful, faithful being an action verb.

I’m being told not to just have, but to BE.

I felt that I was missing...

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Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

Quick little cover from a jam sesh. This was our first time ever playing this together. These sessions are so fun because we just do whatever. We have basically identical musical tastes so we always wanna do the same songs. Like he starts playing, I start singing. I start singing, he starts playing. It's the best time.

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6.14.23 Cats

God gave me cats to teach me how to pray. He’s so perfect, brilliant in His plan. I’ve always been a non-stop person, my mind on the next project while just starting on another one. Add in turbulence in my personal life and I was off the rails; I couldn’t keep a train of thought.

Then God put two perfect (for me) kittens in my lap. Two very different, needy in different ways, kittens. When they first came, they weren’t used to being handled. They lived in an apartment with their...

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QA3

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11.17.23 I'm Not Sorry But I'll Apologize

I got into an argument last night with two people (who owe me many apologies) about whether or not someone should apologize, even if they think they’re wrong.

To no surprise, they both believed that you don’t need to apologize to someone unless you meant to hurt them.

The double standard made me want to flip the table over. It’s always me who needs to take accountability and apologize because “intention doesn’t take away from impact.” AKA, if you hurt someon...

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Tiktok drafts

Guys I post too much bc I always feel like yapping so instead of yapping on TikTok I’m gonna yap over here and let my tiktok be like somewhat like… idk not as much yapping.

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10.14.23 Candles

There’s a moment in time that comes up again and again. When I light a candle, usually.

I can’t remember the exact situation, but I remember the way it hit me. I felt embarrassed. I felt sad. I felt weirdly ashamed.

I can’t remember if the candle was already lit, or if it was being lit. I said something along the lines of, “Why are you lighting the candles?” Or maybe even something about wasting candles.

My boyfriend at the time, my ex now, looked at me in what (to...

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